horizOon

....Wonder....

2011-07-05T11:12:00.006+05:30

I wonder,wonder why I love you this so much

I still cant find how I fell for you

I just cant let go of you... Cant let go...

Even when I know you have gone....

I wonder why I cant face the reality

The reality that you have gone forever...

That you never will be mine...

But I love you so very much that I cant get over you

You used to make me smile,

Made me the happiest on Earth!

When I was down you hugged me and said

Tell me what's up honey... Tell me.....

But today... Today......

You have made me the saddest on Earth!

Yes baby I am crying- Crying over you

But you... You are gone forever

You broke me in to pieces

pieces which I cant put in together... Yes not in this life!!

And I wonder.. Wonder whether I will ever get over you!!

SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!

2011-06-27T16:54:00.005+05:30

I know I should not be asking
but I am asking
why is it always like this?
why me? and why always tears?

No one will ever want to answer
because, like it or not
almost all going through the same
tear is what they all have for them

the feeling inside is hard to explain
cant understand what to say
there is no end to this suffering
and feel like there is no more hope

yet I am trying, when there is no hope
and faith is also fading
still I am trying....
I am trying to smile through the tears!!!

yeah I am smiling... yet I am crying
and inside I am dying...!!!!
YET I AM SMILING..
SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!!!!

I am Sorry.... (More than words can say)

2010-11-03T00:04:00.007+05:30

"I am Sorry"
Wonder whether that small phase will ever
Describe what I really mean
what I say and how I feel

I am sorry for the troubles I give
I am sorry for the mistakes I made
I am sorry for the worries I brought
I am sorry for making you sad

Its so strange how one get hurt
When you try to not to hurt another one
I just cant figure out what went wrong....
I did not mean to make any one hurt

I do not know what I really should do
But I want to tell I did not mean it at all
I really did not think I will hurt
I just did not want to make you fall

I am sorry,I am sorry,I am sorry
I am sorry,I am sorry,I am sorry
I am sorry,I am sorry,I am sorry
I really am sorry, sorry, sorry and I am sorry

It was a mistake, a mistake I did not even think of
You have taken it so bad
And you are hurting me...
Hurting me...more than you could imagine....

Your eyes are red and you look blue
And I know you are hurt
I wish I could take it back
I took you for granted

I really did not mean to hurt
I love you so much
More than words can say
Thank you for everything

And please forgive me
Forgive me for my ungratefulness....

Missing someone....

2010-07-27T20:12:00.013+05:30

when some one is not there anymore
or gone far away;
we miss them so much,
that we wish they are with us...
but sometimes you miss someone,
who is right in front of you....

missing someone is such
sometimes you miss them so badly
still they will never know!

Please forgive me I know not what I do...

2010-03-11T13:13:00.008+05:30

I wish I get a chance
To tell the pain I feel
I wish I could be there
To feel your heart beat

Iits just a crazy dream
Which will never come true
I know that is the truth,
Which I do not want to believe....

I murmur the words of a song
I guess it says it all...

"Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me I need you like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you"

-Chanks-

It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not!

2009-08-26T12:58:00.005+05:30

You loved me

Loved me for who I am

And wanted me to be yours…

I was afraid

To love you back

cz I might lose you

For you are my everything

And if I lose you

I had nothing left

But I was helpless

For you are the best thing happened to me

And you were my angel

I loved you for who you are

From bottom of my heart

Loved you more than my life

But...

You said I am crazy!!!

I am mistaken!!! Misunderstood!!!

You always believed

And made me believe

“It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not"

Tell me baby tell me…….

Tell me why did you deny the truth?

Tell me why do you hate me for who I am not?

I love you and you....?
I lost my everything for loving you back
I do not regret cz I love you

What is left? just a heartache
but still...still I love you
I love you cz I love you

It sounds desperate is not it? but sometimes love is such... not all are lucky to have the one they love :) well thats the harsh truth... we have to face it... like it or not... :)

I will... Forever

2009-04-01T01:02:00.007+05:30

Ask the river
You will know how much tears I shed
Ask the wind
You will know how many times I sighed
Ask the skies
You will know how much I mourned

The golden light of sun
Shows me the eyes I love
And each shadow the light makes
Show me your smiling face
The breeze of the wind
Brings the smiles we shared

I know you are far,so far away
I know I shall never see you
But in the sunshine, and the sky
And in the breeze...
I will feel your love

Forever...

Same yet different...!

2009-03-24T16:32:00.006+05:30

Same place yet a different place

Same life yet different life

Same me yet a different me

Same people yet different relationships!

I sure am missing my life,

The life which was full of life

Even when things were tough

Where I had a vision

I am missing my friends

Who made me who I am today,

And did not let me down

Who showed me the way to success.

I miss you all my loving mates of SSU. thanks loads for being there for me!! Love you and miss you a lot...

Missing you so much...

2009-03-24T15:18:00.005+05:30

So much near.... but far away
I love you more than you guess
Wish I can tell you how much I miss you
The giggles we shared... Small talks, small fights
All are like a dream
You seem to be forgotten that you have me

Can I change what we have?
Can I forget you all at once?
I wish I could
I wish the pain inside me is gone
But it’s right inside me
I love you more than you can guess
It has been like this from the beginning

But...
Day by day there is a distance
I don’t know what made you like this
Can you change like this?
I can’t believe this

It has been like this from the beginning
I love you more than you can guess
But you...
You have changed a lot
No small talks… no more giggles
You are far away....

I tried to bare it and hide it inside
But it’s too hard!!

(found this in one of my books... have written sometime back... thought should publish the original one though there are some places I feel not going in the flow :) )

The sun is going down.....

2009-03-05T14:01:00.009+05:30

The breeze of the sea takes me to past,

To a past which I had you beside me!

I wish I could hold you tight

As I used to do…

Everyone says you are gone,

And that I should face the truth.

I wish it was just as easy as it sounds !!!

To Face The truth; truth which makes me cry…!

I looked at the dusk

The sun is drowning in the sea

The image went blurred

I felt a tear going down my cheeks

Why…?

Why do I feel like a part of me is missing?

Why do I feel I don’t know how to smile anymore?

Why do I feel that there is no life in me?

Why do I feel I am not me anymore...?

Feeling of being lost and lonely,

Can there be any other hard thing to feel?

That is what I am feeling right now,but do you know ,

That a single smile of you could vanish that at once?

Did you ever think that you will hurt someone like this,

By walking away from them as you did?

Did you ever feel, how much you mean to a person,

A person who cries every night just because you are gone?

I still feel you besides me…

You are the one who made me breath

Who gave me strength to live

Who guided me to the light when I was down

You gave me life, you made me smile

All of a sudden you took them all back!

I wish I could tell you,

How much I miss you and how much you mean to me....

I wish I could tell you everything

Just like I did before

But you are not gonna listen to me

As you did before

The tear which was falling though my cheek,

Fall in to the beach and disappeared,

Disappeared just like you did from my life

I sighed out loud....

I stared at the horizon;the sun is going down….

Things could change

2008-11-12T22:58:00.005+05:30

I thought life is unfair
But I had hope,
Hope for a better tomorrow
Which made me live.

Hard times came (yet they will come)
I thought its only for me
So I cried why me?
Now I know its not only for me!

I learned from hardships
I gained strength to face life
I found how things could change
I saw the path of life

Difficulties come and go
We have to let them go…
Keep repenting will never give a today
Nor will it give a tomorrow

There are some people
Who will judge you of what you were
Who think you are never changing
And will never trust you

One should know
That there are things
Which not going to last forever
And everything has two sides

In life we don’t know what comes next!
We have to take this moment as it is,
And Make the best out of it.
Nothing is perfect!

When we live this life
We have to gain the good from past
And make the best out of present
To make it a better future

Things could change
Until we believe in it
We will never see
What life is all about

Why did it .....?

2008-08-22T23:31:00.007+05:30

You came and my life was complete.
It was like a dream coming true,
I only wanted to spend my life with you
Us being together, is best thing happened to me!

I had your arms around me
But when I open my eyes
You’re gone...

Why did it have to happen?
Why did it all have to end?

My love for you will always be real
Being without you hurts like a thousand knives
You may not see the tears,
Falling from my waiting eyes

How happy I was when you were around?
You always seem to know what's on my mind,
Your'e a one of a kind.
Never I stopped laughing when you were there

All I know is true,
I only wanted to be with you.
You are the one I love
And I love you so much

For you it was nothing to leave
But my whole world clattered
You were all that kept me alive
And the one who made my life complete

My love for you just isn't right,
All I want is to see you are happy.
I don't mean to cause you pain,
I pray that you get all you wish

Still cant believe what happened
how you came and left so fast
Please let me stay here, which is far from you
And live with the joy of having glimpse of you

Just like the snowflakes,
It’s so cold within me...
Among blistering tears
I wish you all the happiness my love...

No one but only You can do it!

2008-08-01T15:47:00.012+05:30

Well it’s been sometime I wrote something in blog… can't say I did not have time.. I had and I tried many times to pull out my thoughts in to one place and write something, in which I was a failure: so always I logged off and went in another direction :D

However I thought I should write something today.

Life has been much confusing... (Umm... rather I was confused...) There were good times as well as hard times…
Exams, assignments, which was much difficult as I caught up with a flue… (it was much more tough when people around was making a fuss about being ill and missing exams thinking you are not ill but its just your imagination but in reality you really was ill!) yet when you believe in you and know how to accept what others say life is easy.
Life was full of ups and downs as usual; had some fun times, family outings, batch trip, office work, happy times with loved ones, misunderstandings, cheating, nightmares, heartaches,sharing,baring, smiles, tears… well the list will go on...
Life is always like that,it gives you good and bad both,what differentiates is how we accept the things at different occasions. With things such as age, situation, environment etc. we see life differently.
When we were kids we thought why our parents are always asking us to study, and when we grow up we understood why they did. But as a kid our mind was not matured enough to understand that. Just like that when we were in grade Five we thought the most difficult exam was scholarship examination and when we were doing Ordinary Level we used to think there can not be any exam which is more tough.And then when doing Advanced Level, things changed and we thought it is the most complex exam and this always changed when we finish the exam and move to the next step.
When we are stuck in something, at that point what we think is that what we are doing right now is the most difficult thing. It is not only about exams, when we are having a problem too we think in the same way. We think that no one ever can understand the problem we have and we think it is the hardest thing in the world, and we are the only people who have that problem. But later when we get over it we feel that it is not as difficult as we thought at that point.(but when we are experiencing, it is the most harsh thing in life!) What I think is when we are having a problem most of the times we tend to have an unclear mind and we always think that we know better than others about our problem so sometimes do not even consider what others tell by experience.Person to person and the way the same problem occurs may differ, but ultimately most problems has the same answer and the way we find the answer will make life easy or more problematic!
Well one thing we should understand is almost everything we experience, we are not the first one who go through them, and to face the situation we should act wise, because when you are in trouble you are not in a clear state of mind where you are not taking the correct decisions always…
It says not to take any decisions when you are Angry, and no to make any promises when you are Happy. So be careful next time when you are too sad, angry or when you are too happy!

FRIDAY THE 13TH !!!

2008-06-13T21:13:00.009+05:30

I happened to read a comment in a newspaper about school reopening in Sri Lanka today…
"What a bad day to re-open schools!! ITS FRIDAY THE 13TH !!!" The comment made me realize date today.And this made my inquisitive mind want to find out why some one put a comment like that as well. Can it be a bad day because it is Friday? Can it be bad because it is 13th?

But with work I totally forgot it and all of a sudden in the evening I happened to see an advertisement, in Yahoo home page about comments and ideas of Friday 13th and reminded me it again.But I did not have time at work to read on it.Finally when I was home I searched on it, to not to find any logical reason to call it bad.

Anyone can believe what they accept as true, but there should be a logic right? Just because some worst things happened in past on particular date can we call it will always be bad date?
I think good or bad depends on what we do not on the date or the day. Is not it? Even the worst day can be turned in to a good day if we work to make it a good day... but if we persist telling it a bad day and waste the whole, its almost certain it will be bad!!
It is all state of mind! We really do not know what happens at the next moment, so why predict? The past is gone and we can’t change it! And tomorrow is uncertain, so instead of getting the best use of present, why are we predicting?

(And now there is only few minutes left of the FRIDAY THE 13TH,It is almost the end of the day but still I did not heard anything to say it is a bad day... )

I am waiting...

2008-06-11T16:42:00.010+05:30

Tear in my eye, it is the last thing you wanted to see
But today...? you have left a tear in my eye
I don’t have you here with me today
I cried out loud and asked why I am so unlucky?

With my memory, I evoke you
I called to the empty space, but there is no respond
Where are you? why cant you see how much I miss you?
With a tear I recall, just the memories remain!

Memories which will not fade away
Where I was happy, because of you...
Because of your love! you loved me... Cherished me…
Today..? You are not here

No one is there for me to call as I called you
No one can ever take your place either
With all my memories I look at the empty space
To find where you are…

Rain rain go away...

2008-06-09T14:59:00.005+05:30

It started raining. Kids were overjoyed to play in rain,they started playing with paper boats. They didn't know what would happen in next few minutes. The boats they played with went upside down and drawn. the rain did not stop for few days, the river, stream which were flowing smoothly changed suddenly.. Yea there the water started coming..
Alas!! Floods, yes it started flooding; leaving many homeless and taking some lives with it. The kids who were playing with paper boats were waiting for boats to come and rescue them...

The people who did not get floods got together, collected dry rations, drinking water, cooked meals etc and went for help... yea it was the spirit!
now the floods are smoothing away... but thought of writing on it a bit to appreciate the way people helped each other,
yea, one country always.... keep it up Sri Lankans!

Give meaning to your life

2008-05-21T14:54:00.013+05:30

Life will not give what you ask for, it will give you something and you will have to sort out what you really want…
For some time Life has been really busy. Then here it is the worst time… yes Exam time! Exam and office, it is not easy to tally all these along with your life,when someone close to your heart is not well…and when you have to come to office leaving everything behind makes it horrible.
Yea " Life is Hectic" is what comes to the head...
but….
What ever happens, there are some dreams…dreams which are to be fulfilled some how b’cz they are the only means of showing your gratefulness! Most of all which is the only thing you have left to reach the loving hearts which are far away…

Life is so strange… (yea I always say so)

There are some people who are running with no aim, yet there are some people who are running for their aim. How you devote yourself, Will give the meaning in to your life. Dreams, hopes all are around you, you have to devote yourself to make them come true, but one should always make sure they keep their values! Life should have a meaning. One can have a dream but don’t just dream, Live your dream.
Think of what you have not what you don't have. Look at the brighter side.
Keep moving … Life is there to live, not to suffer!!

It is such an amazing thing…

2008-05-06T14:41:00.003+05:30

When awful times come
And everything is futile
And when you feel like giving in…
It will make you keep going…

It prolongs us when nothing else can…
It gives us reason to continue
And courage to move ahead
And show us the path to move on…

It puts a smile on our face
When the heart cannot manage…
It moves us to act when our
souls are confused of the direction….

Sometimes it conceals,
Sometimes it bows,
Sometimes it curls,
Sometimes does it crack…!!

Yes it is such an amazing thing…
Something fragile
Thus a mighty
Which rules ones' life

It is something to be cherished
something that will energize us in return…
It can be found in each of us,
And it can bring light into the darkest of places…

It is strange how it makes one live
While demolish another
How strange it is? Gives you life when you have,
And takes your life when you lack it!

Yes… It is nothing But Hope!

Enjoy the Journey

2008-02-08T14:52:00.000+05:30

In the journey of your life,
You may find friendships that coil from new interests
As you confront your life
And you learn there are so many choices in life
And so many ways you can elevate.

Perhaps you'll find affection and warmth and care
Of someone special who's there
To lend you a helping hand a shoulder to cry on
To listen to you with heart

We may have friends who are encouraging of all that we do
And whatever decisions are made,
They’ll be the right there for you,
To help you to make your dream a success.

Sometimes you may find all the people
Whom you thought were friends
Are not as they seemed to be…
Your heart may ache…

As you travel through life, there are those times;
There you have to take the decisions,
When the choices are hard and solution seem thorny,
And all your dreams are shattered!
And you feel you can’t carry on

Still you have to let the life flow
In those situations what you can do is simply let go
And move on, gathering all the courage
And choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn.

Think about the thrills yet to come
Let go of past, there could be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend of your life
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you haven't yet realized.

Just remember first impressions are not always correct
And You must always have faith in people
And most importantly
You must always have faith in yourself!

Life is full of ups and downs.
Instead of thinking what you lost,
Think what you have and what you can achieve
And go for it... Life is there to live...
Live it to the fullest! Enjoy the Journey!

Give your best to every moment!

2008-01-21T14:21:00.000+05:30

No one is perfect... it says!
So how can there be anything perfect?? “People… can they be so rude?” Once I thought... if no one is perfect why not?Yea every one has their own life. Sometimes good sometimes bad will come to the life... one should go ahead with what they have got.
May be ups may be downs…good or bad!
What ever comes make the best use of it! If we wait for the perfect moment we will lose what we have, so why wait for something which we are not sure whether will come or not??
Grab this moment and make the best use of it. Give your best to every moment.Waiting for an unseen tomorrow is not the best thing…
Life is not perfect. It won’t offer you the perfect things or the things you dream about either. so live your life the way u can live to make it perfect! So you can have a wonderful life!

Today.....

2008-01-18T15:22:00.000+05:30

I cannot tell you how much you mean to me

All of a sudden things have changed...

The way we were and the way we are today....

Am I dreaming? or is it real??

I cant understand it....

Today....

I am no where here…

Like the last leaf of autumn floating in the wind,

You were the grip which made me alive

The hope which kept me alive!

Today....

I am waiting here on a blue-cold morning

And wish I can find the reason for this change so sudden!

another end of a day..

2008-01-11T16:51:00.000+05:30

When there is no end for waiting?

2008-01-09T16:38:00.000+05:30

Ship Of Life...

2008-01-03T09:33:00.000+05:30

Life…

Life…
It is like a ship in the sea….
ship which we should glide

In life what matters is where we budge
Not where we are…
To reach the port
We must sail the ship of life…

May be it will against the wind
May be it will be with the wind
To reach the port
We have to sail with or against the wind.

Above the same sea, on the same winds
A ship sails in one direction, another in opposite.
It’s the sailors not the wind,
That decides which direction the ship goes;

Believe in yourself
It is not fate what decides where your life goes
It is you who decides it...
Sail your ship... Don’t let it drift!

First Anniversarry :)

2008-01-01T12:19:00.000+05:30

A year has gone... yea.. it is the first anniversary of horizOon!
Let me thank all of you who helped me to come this far... thank you all..! :)

Good Bye year 2007...

2007-12-31T17:03:00.000+05:30

Every end is a new beginning... its time to say good bye to 2007!!
another end.. end of a year.... another beginning of a year!
Let go of all the bad happened in past and keep only the good so you can have a good year ahead!

"Keep your mind focused on important things. Set goals and priorities for what you think and do. Visualize to practice your actions. Develop a strategy for dealing with problems. Learn to relax. Enjoy successes. Be honest with yourself. Keep your mind focused on important things. Set goals and priorities for what you think and do. Visualize to practice your actions. Develop a strategy for dealing with problems. Learn to relax. Enjoy successes. Be honest with yourself."

Wish you a Happy New Year 2008! Good Bye year 2007...

The answer is blowin in the wind.

2007-12-05T13:44:00.000+05:30

Marianne Faithfull - Blowin’ In The Wind Lyrics

How many roads must a man walk down

Before you can call him a man ?

How many seas must a white dove sail

Before she sleeps in the sand ?

How many times can a cannon ball fly

Before theyre forever banned ?

The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,

The answer is blowin in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist

Before it is washed to the sea ?

How many years can some people exist

Before theyre allowed to be free ?

How many times can a man turn his head,

And pretend that he just doesnt see ?

The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,

The answer is blowin in the wind.

How many times can a man look up

Before he can see the sky ?

How many ears must one man have

Before he can hear people cry ?

How many deaths will it take till he knows

That too many people have died ?

The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,

The answer is blowin in the wind.

tic toc tic toc

2007-11-19T16:23:00.000+05:30

tic toc tic toc
time is passing so fast...

few days...
for another end of a year
is it an end?
rather I will call
another beginning

tic toc tic toc
life is like a dream
is it?
uh....may be yes
(but there are nightmares as well)

good and bad comes and go
what ever comes
tic toc tic toc.....
time wont stay!

Yesterday today and tomorrow...

2007-11-05T16:48:00.000+05:30

You were always there
With me
In my tear
And in my smile

When you are with me
I have no fears...
As you chase away
All my fears!

When I was small
You held my hand
And helped me
To toddle…

As I grow up
Day by day I realize
How lucky I have always been
To have you in my life!

Though I no longer need
You to hold my hand
You will always be
My inspiration...

And I will always be
Your biggest fan
And Will always love you
My darling

Yesterday today and tomorrow
You were you are and
You will be...
The biggest part of my life...

What happened?

2007-10-29T11:18:00.000+05:30

All of a sudden all the things around,
They are so strange….
What happened?
Still it is a mystery to discover

There is lot around
But still feels alone
What happened?
Still it is a mystery to discover

The sun shines brightly
But the whole world seems to be dark
What happened?
Still it is a mystery to discover

Can you tell me why I feel like this?
Why I miss you this much?
What happened?
Still it is a mystery to discover

It all happened after you left!
The whole world seems to be alien
What happened?
Still it is a mystery to discover

It’s Still it is a mystery to discover....

There is no other Love like a mother's love for her child

2007-10-22T15:51:00.000+05:30

"Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child"

[Goodbye's (The Saddest Word) sung by CELINE DION]

is not is true ma friends? how much does our mother do for us...? from the day our life began she is the one who was with us... from the moment we came to this world till we could manage by ourselves she looked after us, fed us and did all our work...how many nights must have passed without sleep? how many times must have she starved, while we are well fed? can you ever write the scarifies, the affection, love she has for her child?
can there be a love like a mother?
but when she is old how many of our people remember these things? a mother will never hate her child, but.... how many children abandon their parents?
think my friends...
" Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye"
please don't forget the blood turned in to milk cz of love...
Love your parents... they don't expect anything from you other than the love they deserve!
can't we at least give that ma friends? think...

The truth would give me Strength

2007-10-11T07:26:00.000+05:30

I felt everyone is going away…
I was gloomy and loathed me,
For being lonely.
But now I know the best friend I can ever have is
No one else but me…

I was afraid being lonely
But I know being lonely is better
Than getting lost among a lot of people.
So I learned to be alone
And like the person who I am!

I saw how I fail…
But I learned that I failed cz I tried
And if I did not try I would not have failed
And if I did not fail I would have never
Gain the confidence I have

I feared of others opinion
But I learned people may have
Opinions about me anyway
And learned to have faith on me
No matter what others say…

I felt that this life is no use
But I saw death is just another beginning
So I learned to enjoy the life
I experienced life’s beauty
So I gained wisdom every day

Even the most beautiful butterfly
Has to undergo a metamorphose
Before it could fly
So I realized that
I still have the power to change the life

I repented on past,
Until I realized I can never change the past
So that it could no longer hurt me
Past is gone and only the good memories should
Go to the future

If you see the beauty of the star light
Even the darkest night can make you feel happy
So the darkness can’t haunt me anymore
I will not blame for the darkness
Instead I will light at least one candle!

It all depends on ....

2007-10-04T09:51:00.000+05:30

If you see a thing as uninteresting it will be uninteresting
If you see a thing as enjoyable it sure will be enjoyable
There is nothing enjoyable or boring initially
It all depends on the attitude you have towards it

It all depends on the attitude you have towards it
What you see as uninteresting will be an interesting thing for another
What is enjoyable for you may be a boring thing for another
It all depends on the attitude you have towards it

It all depends on the attitude you have towards it
The enjoyment is not in the action but it’s in you….
That is up to you to choose whether to take enjoyment or not
It all depends on the attitude you have towards it

It all depends on the attitude you have towards it
People search for enjoyable things
But what they really have to do is enjoy what they have
Cz it all depends on the attitude you have towards it.

smile among tears!

2007-09-30T20:05:00.000+05:30

Yesterday there appeared a smile on HER face...
It was because of HIM…

HE was HER strength...
HE chased away HER fears,
HE taught HER how to smile forgetting HER past!

Alas! Today Suddenly HE has taken HER fears against HER!
The past SHE wanna forget...
HE laughs at HER as if HE doesn't know anything at all...
SHE wished SHE could stop HER tears,which SHE could not!

SHE told HERSELF
"no… ma strength cannot be ma weakness!
I have a tomorrow,
Which I want to face with smile
The fears.... They have to stay with past"

So she let go....
The past has no power now....
SHE will start her new day,a beginning of a new life!

Yea... SHE has a new day....
HE may or may not be with HER anymore...
but SHE will and SHE has to SMILE AMONG TEARS!

don't forget the opened door...

2007-09-27T12:53:00.000+05:30

When god closes one door he opens another.. a picture containing this quote has been on ma bed room from the day I can remember…

But I never thought of that quote…
yea… it is true when one road is closed there are so many opened but we tend to look at the closed door and do not see the door which is opened for us.
When you lose someone, there are times where you really miss them, that you want to go and be with them. In your dreams you go and hug and wish they will be with you again…It is true that “we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives” but after we lose something is it worth to repent on it? can you gate back the things u lose by weeping on it? we do things to lose people we love, may be without even thinking we hurt them.... but when u realize it may be too late!
When you do something you have to always think on other’s Shoes, then you will feel what they feel. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too. so think before you act don’t hurt others when you live…
Looks… They can be deceiving, wealth will fade away.. But the happiness you gain… it will not leave you till you are departed. So do what makes you happy, but always keep in mind not to hurt someone when you get your happiness.
So
Dream what you want to dream,
Go where you want to go,
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life,
And one chance to do
All the things you want in life.

Live your life happily... Enjoy Life! Always remember there is an opened door for you...don't forget it and look at the closed one for so long!

Live life to the max....

2007-09-16T18:22:00.001+05:30

You never know what comes in the next moment!

Life may offer you many bad as well as good!
What really matters is how you accept them.
Even a good thing can be accepted as a bad,
And even a bad can be accepted as good
It all depends on the state of your mind.
So don’t give up! Life is too short!

Live it to the max...

Live on this moment, tomorrow may come or it may not,
But why worry of an unseen tomorrow?
Yesterday may have given you the saddest thing ever,
But it is gone… and you can’t go back and change it either.
So, why think of a past, which is already gone?

If life offers you sun make a sundae..
If it offers you lemon go and make lemonade ;-)
Make the best out of what you have!
Cz what you have you in life depends on you,
Not on anyone else!

You can make a contented life or an agonizing life.
It all depends on how you make things for you...
So make the best for you.
Life is there to live not to suffer!

Tsunami.... comes unexpected! leaves so fast....! still memories will remain!

2007-09-12T21:03:00.001+05:30

After a massive earthquake shook Indonesia a few hours ago, there was a tsunami alert in Sri Lanka.The 8.2-magnitude quake off Sumatra killed seven people, injuring 100s and triggering a small tsunami that hit one city on the island of Sumatra.

Tsunami warnings were issued for much of the Indian Ocean region.
Hearing about the Tsunami alert every body was trying to contact the people they know in the coastal areas.I was on my way back home from work and also tried to call my friends who are passing the sea area at that time, and also the people who live near the sea. As there was a huge congestion in telephone lines it was really hard to get the numbers. I tried all possible numbers and unfortunately or fortunately the first number i could get in to was a person who do not think i am a friend of that person anymore.and i did not remind the way that person think of me, only I felt that I should give the message to as many as possible 'cz its an emergency.
but when that person acted as if that person cant even recognize me I was so confused...shocked is the correct way I guess. At that moment I thought though that person think me as an enemy, it does not matter to me, that person is also a human so I should give the message and keep, and I did as I thought.

Now it says there is no tsunami fear... but within me..there is a tsunami a big wave of feelings!
yea... Tsunami... it was a new to sri lanka back in 2004 and today all felt facing the same tragedy again... but what is new to me is the way people change! I knew people change but never imagined this fast!
yea now I feel that there are some people like tsunami... comes unexpected! then leaves so fast and forgets you so fast!
but still the memories of Tsunami will remain!

a beach without the sea...

2007-09-12T16:15:00.000+05:30

"you have to lose something to know the value of that thing."

How many times must have we heard this in our life..?
but until we lose something,
we wont realize the value of that thing!
Or will not remind the above said words...!

yea today I realize how much you mean to me
but....
I am too late ...
Cz I have lost you!

Today I understand the value of you!
Life without you is like a beach without the sea...

you are my everything!
but....
I am just is not on time to tell you that!

what life's all about

2007-09-11T15:40:00.000+05:30

What is this life? Most of us ask... but how many of us give it a thought?
What is life? Is it reaching high in society? Having lots of friends? How much money you have or earn? How much educated you are? Where you got your degree from? How recognized you are? How beautiful/ugly you are? Or is it whose designs of clothes you wear? Is it in which you believe? Whom you trust? The skin color? The cast or the religion you belong?
What is this life all about?
The things mentioned above? Is it?

Life just is not!

Life is about whom you care whom you love or hurt. Whom you make happy or unhappy intentionally! It’s about keeping or betraying one’s trust. It’s about who you have ignored with full control and purposely. It's about what you say and dreadful maybe hurtful, maybe inspiring. It's about friendship, used as a sacredness or as a weapon. its about how you judge another person, starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. It’s about the judgments you make and why you do so. And to whom your judgments are extended to. It's about jealousy, fright, ignorance, and revenge. It’s about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow and spreading it. Most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have ever occurred by themselves.
Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's all about.

May all remind what life is all about today!

life is mysterious....

2007-09-10T15:53:00.000+05:30

Today I miss ya a lot..
I want to run to you,hug you,and say I love you
but...you are far away
and I know you will never come back to me!

but... how can I forget you
how can I make me believe it is all over...
can there be an end to the thing we had?
how many times a day do I wish you were here with me
the way we once were...
how much I want to be with you...feel your warmth

I wish I can tell you...
but... now you are far away
I know you are gone and you will never be back
and i know i have to let you go
but...
how can I do it?
I still hear you.... I still feel you...
life is mysterious....

I know... it is time I have to let you go
yea it is so hard
people come and go form life
we have to move on with or without them I know you are far away
still you will always be with me

I shout to the empty space
I love you so much and I miss you so much....
Only to hear the echo of my own words…!

Stand Beside me

2007-09-04T08:22:00.000+05:30

I felt the same breeze of sea....
But...
You are not beside me

I watched the same movie...
The one you love most
But...
You are not beside me

Today I am going in the same path
Same....
Is it same???
No it is not
Cz…
You are not beside me

But I know today or tomorrow
I have to face that truth
The harsh truth of life...
That...
You are not beside me

Yea...
Life is not a dream but a challenge
You taught me how to face it
Today I need you
But...
You are not beside me

I know I can win this challenge
Yea...
You are not beside me
But I have that sweet memory of you
A memory so treasured

I know...
You are not beside me
But you can’t take away that
Memory I so treasure

So...
Today and tomorrow I know
I can keep going
Cz...
Your memory is with me

You are not beside me
I have a strength which
No one, not even you can take
That is nothing
but the Memory of you....

You are not beside me
But…
Your memory...
Stands besides me!

You....

2007-08-09T09:27:00.000+05:30

The people whom you love most will not be with you for long, but the people whom you want to stay away are always around.when you are trying to be happy without even knowing a big cloud of sorrow will cover you up.we think that there will be some one with us... a good true friend with us, in both happiness and sorrow....

yea I found that friend in you.....
once you come on happiness once in the sorrow.... yea to tel you the truth, I really don't like you.but... but... according to the people's definitions of good friends; a person who will not leave you in both good and bad.. you are suppose to be a good friend!
yea.... thanx... though I don t like you I know you are the good friend I ever found!!

Thank you very much....
yea... I was talking about you my dear friend TEAR, the one who comes without even knowing in both happiness and sorrow....

Vs

2007-07-25T10:52:00.000+05:30

girls are like flames....
when you go close you get burned!

guys are like water.....
you never know how deep until you are drowned!

Girly

2007-07-19T01:29:00.000+05:30

It's so strange,

How we think of each other today
Here we are few breaths away…

Overwhelming with feelings,
I think of you…..
Half of me snuffle with you
Thoughts of love still remain
You are my sweet little sister
“girly” in your own words

We are together in the flesh
But still thousand miles away
You have brought a distance between us.
The miles that stand between us today
One, which I can’t wipe out!

Part of me is near
Thoughts of hope implicit
Thoughts of what we were invade
Together but apart… Alas!

I sit here today
And think of the days
Where, you and I were entwined
The giggles shared, the tears wiped out…
Thoughts of love remain true

I still cant believe Sister
We are underneath the same sky
But…
The gap is vast

When I close my eyes
I see you, I feel you
The one I knew so well
The one I love

But I open my eyes to see
You go away
To see you, who is not the one I knew
A stranger I hardly know

Fleeting visits pass
Flames burn within me!
Thoughts of hope understood
Sister I miss you my sweet girly!

The past is gone
I have the present of today
Future is uncertain

But…
Yesterday today and tomorrow
You were, you are and will be my little sister
Thoughts of love will remain true forever

love ya girly

(Flames burns inside me....
They ask why this “dong” ever appeared!!

a dong who became a Don,
to separate us!! )

Sand Castle

2007-07-13T02:37:00.001+05:30

Ever since you walked away from me
I tried to tell myself you are gone
just like the waves wash away the sand castles on beach,
You come to my mind
And do not let me think you are gone

a breeze came with the wave and touched me
I heard a murmur
"I am with you..."
yes he came to me and murmured
He told he is the only one left for me

He never left me ever since you left me
In the darkest night as well as the sunniest day he was beside me
Endless thoughts in the silence of the night
cried out tears and sighs released to the breeze
Only he was there to see

He knows what is burning inside me
He knows he can not ever wipe it out from my heart
When he is around I feel I am not alone

But when he himself is loneliness… What is left?

A sand castle which will washed away from the waves…!

Y

2007-07-12T08:11:00.000+05:30

How strange the way people are changing?
Once a friend once an enemy! I never believed that words could be true. Can a person hate a person whom you cared and loved sincerely? I don’t believe one can. But how can I not agree with what I see? How can I say that’s not hate I see on those eyes, on those disgraceful looks? Yes I should agree there are some but not all who can hate people whom they called friends, called “you are no my friend but sister/brother”! (Should I believe what I see and think that once friends can be once an enemy or should I think there has not been friendship that’s why there is hate in what I see? I prefer latter ‘cz I still am not ready to think what I see is the truth!)
It’s so peculiar how people make you a stranger, allege you for things you never intended to do. How people change their words so fast is mind-boggling. It’s so creepy how people who were so close to you become strangers in a second.
A person who swears you will be his/her friend forever, accuse you for ruining his/her life without a reason, tell you weird things at once and go out of your life forever…. Can that ever happen? Yea how can I disagree with what I experienced in that case too ?
I know it is true but it seems still I am not ready to accept it as true! People who seem to be so caring, so sensitive!
Can they act like brutes? Are my eyes deceiving me or is this world deceiving all of us?
“Brutes” yea I thought that is one of the harshest words I would use to describe people, but when people act like brutes what could you do except calling its brutal?
Once I asked whom we should trust and whom we should not trust, “trust no one” a person whom I adore a lot answered. I was in confusion. Can you live like that….?
When the people whom you adore whom you love whom you trust changes so fast how can you trust anyone? Its amazing how some people in no way trust anyone while some people always trust even they always get deceived by others.How easily some shatter your trust? How easily people accuse you for things you don’t even think of doing. The person who wants to see good to be happened always end up in desolation!some always look only the dark side of a thing.why people forget that there is a bright part too?
How incredible some people utter weird words to break a heart, a heart that is like a glass, which can never make as it was when broken?
How shocking it is to find a person breaks your trust and it is been proved before your eyes when you swear that person will never break your trust? How dreadful to hear a person tell another person the things you said because you were confident of that person will never tell anyone?
How can a person be so deceitful?how can people break their promises so easily? How can a person make you believe they can be trusted when they are really not? And to find that person has cheated you!! Can there be another pain like that?
why.... why people cant keep their word?

Welcome to the Blogosphere.

2007-06-25T11:49:00.000+05:30

"They rant and rave, they wax lyrical, they crack each other up; they spout poetry, abuse and sympathy; they analyse politics, plays and personal problems; they post videos, photographs and racy limericks. Acclamations and insults are exchanged under anonymous and unlikely pseudonyms as more and more people join the fray, choosing sides, forming allies. The keyboards click, the screens flicker, as comment after comment follows post after post. These are ordinary people made extraordinary by the revolution they lead. After all, it has already begun to change forever how we see our world. Welcome to the Blogosphere.

It all began not so long ago when in December 1997 Jorn Barger coined the term weblog to describe the process of “logging the web” as he surfed. By mid-1999 the weblog had not only become quite simply a ‘blog’ it had also gathered a small but devoted following – a following that would soon turn into a multitude numbering in the tens of millions. One of the more popular blogging sites – Blogger.com explained: “A blog is a personal diary. A daily pulpit. A collaborative space. A political soapbox. A breaking-news outlet. A collection of links. Your own private thoughts. Memos to the world” – in other words, whatever you wanted to make it. “Bloggers” now “blogged” about just about anything, using not only text, but pictures, videos and even audio and music elements to make their point.

The blog’s popularity lies, at least in part, in its almost magical simplicity. With the click of a few keys you can instantly share whatever you choose with a vast audience; you can make your voice heard, make your opinion matter, be seen, turn celebrity, stand up and be counted – at least in theory. The technology is simple, you don’t need to be a computer wizard or internet geek. You don’t even have to know anything about graphics or the programmes that make these things run. Even better – sites like Blogger and Blogsome will set you up with your very own blog for free."

This is the best ever article i found which illustrate blogging and the bloggers!!! Smriti Daniel wrote so on Sunday, June 17, 2007 in his article "Click on to Lanka’s bloggers" to The Sunday times.

Cheers!! let the bloggers blog.....

Accept good and bad both!!

2007-06-21T15:52:00.000+05:30

one of my friends had written an article on his blog and wanted me to comment on it today!! he asked me to put my idea... reading it and comments on it i understood he asks me to comment against one of my other friend... so i was helpless!! so i put my true feelings about his feelings on it and not to hurt both i made sure i quoted my friends request... unfortunately he didn't accept it..... i have put that comment below but without mentioning the names i have put stars for the names...
and later my friend accused me i am getting revenge from him!!! i cant believe and dont know to whom to tell... what ever it is i am living in a country where people have freedom of thought and which has a law for intellectual property !!!!!

i hope my friend will understand that a blog is a place where one can express their own ideas and to accept others comments depends on the personality of the author!! cz life dont always offer good for u... good or bad one should have the strength to accept... i am really sorry if u thought about me like that my friend!!!cz i ddnt want to get revenge cz i dont have any thing to get revenge on you ma friend and I have never take revenge from anyone who did so much bad on me because I know that What goes around comes around so i dont want to do anything if anyone does wrong he/she will get it later cz i have seen it happen and it will always happen like that!!!

following is my comment i put it here cz i would like to know if anyone out there can see there is any hatred or any word which makes u feel this is a comment which was written to get a revenge???
anyway its up to the owner of the blog to accept or not but one can express their ideas thats what i think.... so my dear i m not mad with u for not accepting cz its ur choice....

"Just do me a favor
please comment on this
write what u feel
Open source is like my life
It's NOT a bullshit
NEVER
I'm worried
hehe :)"
this was a plea i got....
and i had a look @ the post...
ok first i will tell the story is not about Open source or Microsoft!!the thing is its a matter of Intellectual Property stealing... so first i regret about it and i don't think an apology may solve all the things.
secondly i cant imagine y u guys are putting mud @ each other because i know both ***** and **** was ready to participate in this... so my darling brothers please stop fighting! this is a matter of theft and deceiving!! why dont you guys get together and put an effort to stop these things not happen again? cz like it or not Open source will remain and so will Microsoft!! but if u don't act today who will take care of the mis doings of the administration of key institutes and departments... dont be kids! act wisely u guys are responsible if this things happens in future!! cz its ur responsibility to act against INJUSTCE
cheers **** !!
Rock on *****!!
Do ur part... thats what i can say...

Be true to yourself!

2007-06-03T23:49:00.000+05:30

The Different Seasons Of Life

2007-06-01T16:08:00.000+05:30

Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest.
Don't judge life by one difficult season.
Persevere through the difficult patches
and better times are sure to come some time or later!

When a special friend comes in to your life...

2007-05-30T12:49:00.000+05:30

once in a while a special friend comes in to your life
and touches you in a wonderful way.
your personalities just seem to click,
and it seems as though your friendship has existed for years.
immediately there is a sense of trust and sincerity,
and a feeling of closeness develops instantly.

once in a while somebody special comes in to your life,
and right away you know you have found friend.
even after parting,that person leaves
such an impression that from time to time
for no reason,you think of that friend
and it makes you happy!!

Feel the lightness of your life!

2007-05-28T15:47:00.000+05:30

Give away all you can give...
Don’t expect anything in return
Accept what ever you get, may be good; may be bad
But keep only the good and let go of bad
And feel that good with all your heart
And smile as if you will never have another chance
Take everything easy
And feel the lightness of your life
You may be left out tomorrow by all
But the enthusiasm you got by giving will never leave you

So be content with what you did ! not about what you got!!

59 years.... (Its back)

2007-05-24T13:56:00.000+05:30

We are proud to say we are celebrating the 59th Independence of our Country, Sri Lanka, the “Pearl of the Indian Ocean”: as it was called once; but can we be happy my friends? Are we celebrating the Independence we gained or should Western countries celebrate it for getting rid of us? What happened to the country which was self sufficient with rice? What has happened? Why tons of rice is being imported to us? Why are we still a developing country? A was cable to export crops that was in excess after consumption by its citizens? Why do farmers commit suicide today? because they can’t sell their crops? Why can’t a girl go alone on a road in this country these days where it was said a girl can go from Peduruthuduaw to Dewundarathuduwa with a gem in her hand? Why the news papers are full of articles about rape cases murders and so many corruptions? Why there is lot of murder cases, rape cases, and so many other cases queued up in Courts? What has happened to the society which adored each other? What happened to the so called “DHAMMA DEEPAYA”? Did someone come and change it or did we ourselves change it to what it is today? Why is there an ethnic conflict in this small island where so many different races lived in harmony? What has happened to the country which was full of heroes? What if those heroes come back and see the present situation where they struggled to gain Independence from foreign rulers? Will they be merry to see we are paying debts for the people whom they chased away from this precious country of their’s? Actually can we call we are children of mother Sri Lanka anymore with our heads up? Can we my dear friends? In the Constitution Sri Lanka is called “Free, Sovereign and Independent Republic of Sri Lanka” My dear friends, is this country an independent, free country? Are we working to make it a free severing and independent country or are we just let it be there only in the Constitution? Constitution is the supreme law of the country, if you go through it there are laws which will make this country a heaven if practiced well; but does it happen? From the top to the bottom it is corrupt: we all know it my dear friends, but why do we turn deaf ears and blind eyes on them? This is our country! if we are not acting to protect it today, future… can we even think of a future? Are we developing our country or are we stepping towards the Stone Age again? So my dear sisters and brothers do you think we are doing the correct thing? Are we going to act like deaf, blind and dumb on all the things happening in our country? And can we say we are not part of all the things happening? Can we just wipe our hands saying we didn’t do them so the people who did them are to be blamed? Why? Why can’t we act to stop people who are doing wrong? My dear friends don’t boast of our history, yes we have a proud history but just being proud of it and celebrating an independence which is only history is a joke. Our ancestors struggled a lot to gain this so called Independence, why don’t we take examples from them? And try to make this country a better place to live? Think what have you done to make Mother Lanka proud of you? Just recall, how many times have you disobeyed the laws? How many times did you put blind eyes on corruptions and aided and abetted them? THINK my dear brothers and sisters, before it is too late and act today because prevention is better than cure. And let’s not be a burden to our Lanka Matha but make her proud of us. She needs us my dear friends she is waiting for us. So why are we waiting? We are the ones who give them the power so when they are misusing it we have to stand again it’s our duty. So let’s act today and I am sure it will give us the opportunity to celebrate the Independence in the true sense of the word.

the above post was published by me last February, as mentioned in the following link i removed it. but as i removed it my friend (;-) i am not his friend anymore though i consider him as my friend..)has taken it for granted that i have copied from him. I am not a person who copy like that! if i do i will definitely mention it cz sometimes my posts are based on mails i get....
DoT is not a Loser just cz she value friends please don't misunderstand!
59-years

Walk on your own!

2007-05-21T17:11:00.000+05:30

Life is a journey... we have to walk on our own. Hills, valleys, rains, floods, snow, sun whatever comes we have to walk.... But you should never look down at your feet when you are traveling down the road. Keep your eyes focused on what you want to reach... what is true!
Keep your head up and your eyes focused on what you know to be true. Be neither a follower nor a leader. You are not forsaken; you are forgiven, and when shadows exist simply find higher ground to tread upon. If you come across an obstacle or an impasse, pay mind to it but don’t focus on it for too long or your feet may sink into the quicksand that surrounds it. Find the courage to surmount it and continue on your journey.
Offer your hand to those you come across who are stuck in their own personal sand traps, but do not point them in the direction you feel they must go, that has to be their decision. And never expect anything in return. Give what you can give. Only imply to them that they are never alone, and they will eventually find their way. When you get to where you are going and you look back, it is your own footprints you are going to want to see, not someone else’s. The importance of your trials and tribulations is a gift to be beholden, for that is how you will learn who you truly are.

Little Candle

2007-05-18T15:55:00.000+05:30

Once upon a time a little candle stood in a room filled with other candles, most of them much larger and much more beautiful than she was. Some were ornate and some were rather simple, like her. Some were white, some were blue, some were pink, and some were green. She had no idea why she was there, and the other candles made her feel rather small and insignificant.
When the sun went down and the room began to get dark, she noticed a large man walking toward her with a ball of fire on a stick. She suddenly realized that the man was going to set her on fire. No, no!! She cried, Aaaaagghhh! Don't burn me, please! But she knew that she could not be heard and prepared for the pain that would surely follow.
To her surprise, the room filled with light. She wondered where it came from since the man had extinguished his fire stick. To her delight, she realized that the light came from herself.
Then the man struck another fire stick and, one by one, lit the other candles in the room. Each one gave out the same light that she did.
During the next few hours, she noticed that, slowly, her wax began to flow. She became aware that she would soon die. With this realization came a sense of why she had been created. Perhaps my purpose on earth is to give out light until I die, she mused. And that's exactly what she did.
I feel this story which was in a mail reflects my life. Yesterday I faced the most embarrassing situation in my life...! I thought of adding that part to the little candle as well.
Sometimes there are places which should left in dark. when a candle is lit on a place where the darkness should remain, someone will blow it up and may throw the candle away even before her time expires. So don’t lit a candle where you don’t need light bcz it will not do the purpose she is made for! Just because a candle is made to give light,what is the use if she is lit on a place where light is not needed?
Little candle…
burn yourself on the correct place and illuminate the place where you are needed, because place to place occasion to occasion the candles needed is different. Sometimes a little candle can help sometimes it is not enough. At times that place may need a scented candle or may be a larger and much more beautiful candle, where a simple candle has no place. So little candle... do what you are needed for because just because you want you can’t illuminate a big palace!

End Or Begining...

2007-05-18T11:02:00.000+05:30

Do your part!

2007-05-15T10:53:00.000+05:30

you can make a big difference in one's life...
may be that one will never know what you did
and may be later you need something
'that one' could have easily given you...
but you didn't get what you want…
don't regret!!!
because you did what you can do
you can't do what others have to do
be content, you did your part!!
because what matters most is what you give; not what you get!!!

A compromise or a confrontation?

2007-05-13T23:30:00.001+05:30

“My dear…. I did not see you for the whole day… when did you come darling?”
“Hey mum... Now you can’t meet me that easily! Now I am a big officer in a big company… you have to knock before you come in to my room and…”
This is a part of a conversation I happened to hear between a mother and a well-educated son.Without even knowing my eyes were wet (but knowing the son I am sure this was a joke. but there are things like this which happen in reality, not only for jokes. so thought of jotting down the above conversation as well.).
I m curious!!!!“What has happened to the society today?”
I can’t believe this my friends! Can anyone tell me why??
Is this what a mother who faces agony to give birth to a child and spend her whole life to see her child grow up and well established in society gets in return…? Every year’s second Sunday in May allocated for her; Is that all what she gets? what she deserves?

With her compassion a mother will not say a single word to hurt her child, but children! Why children do like this to their parents? This is a society, which enriched a culture, which was adored by the entire world. What happened to the culture we had? The culture where adults were considered superior; where the society valued good qualities to money? Have people gone to the Stone Age again? What has happened to the morals? Has they faded away with the development in the economy?
These questions have been bothering me for a long time but after hearing a story few days back I thought of asking you through horizOon. However Until today I didn’t get the opportunity. As it is world’s mother’s day I guess there is no other better day to write on this…
I thought of sharing that touching story in addition.I am really sorry to hear this story even and I am sure you too will feel it.
A mother of about eighty year has been abandoned in a government quarters by her educated son and daughter in law. The couple that built a new house has moved out to their new home leaving the mother alone in the public place. The son has asked the mother to find shelter before the government takes the premises back. The mother who has no aid after left over by her only son is in the government quarters till someone else occupies it. She leads her life in misery. The old lady does not have an income or any assistance. A neighbor who went with some food to her one day, has found the mother eating a scrap of bread which was about two days old with a piece of salt with great difficulty.
Can you imagine my friends a mother who expended her whole life to see her child grow up and be a government officer is living like this? A mother who turns her red blood in to milk to feed her child; what did she got in return? “A scrap of bread with fungus on it with salt” is that what she deserves????
They have assigned a day for mothers…. Do we need a day for mothers my dear friends??? If mother loved you and treated you equally on everyday of her life why do we have a date named for her??? Will a bouquet of flower; a card will repay what she gave her child? Can we just wipe our hands thinking we celebrated mother’s day and that is all we have to do for our mother? Will it pay our debts for our mum?
I guess it is time for you to think… are we going to think of our beloved mother only on that so-called mothers day?? What is the meaning of celebrating a day for her name if the children do not treat their mothers well?
This is pathetic my friends! This is a society, which treasured morals more than anything, but today? It seems people have forgotten their values! Above is not the first story and if we don’t act fast it will not be the last either! People are in a race. Money and fame… is that all matters? Please my friends don’t let them blind fall and forget their values! Don’t let them forget they are humans! Come my friends its time to open your eyes before it is too late. Don’t let money seize our values!!!

You decide!

2007-05-11T14:08:00.000+05:30

life is so strange... when you love something you lose it... most of the time life offers you what you don't like....
the success in your life depends on how you accept life's offerings...
it is up to you to take the decision....
be a winner or a loser? You decide...
just accept your limitations and then go beyond them...
what you get in life is how you accept what you get...

so take the challenge!!

Concealed & profound!

2007-05-10T10:08:00.000+05:30

A love given from far away...
A love which is hardly shown…
A love no one can ever deny...
A love hidden in heart but given completely...

Can there be a love like a father???

No ExpeCtations!

2007-05-07T16:07:00.000+05:30

Sometimes life offers situations where one feels that life cannot go further…
Where you feel so much lost in you…
Where you look up for guidance…
Where you so much need a hand to hold...
Yearn to hear a caring word...

A shoulder to cry on is all what you are looking for….
A person next to you and listen to you is what is desired most...
Softly spoken words of a friend…
Sharing a laugh of your friend…
What else can you imagine for??

Yes my friend that was all I expected from you too….
But…. today I am alone with a shattered image!
When I needed you most in my life you have left me….
Wish I have words to tell you how much I miss you,
Talking to you, sharing with you…..

Didn't I tell you I need you….??
I told you is not it??
“Am I not a friend of yours?” I wonder…
‘Cause you have blind folded my plea….
I asked myself why??
Still I didn’t get an answer!

All of a sudden it seems all is wrong….
You are not there with me today….
I feel something is missing in my life…
I am waiting to hear your voice to share a giggle,
Be who we were….
But I can see the image is blurring just before my eyes….
Never have I felt tiered of waiting like this...

I have been waiting for a long time,
Thinking you will come to me, hold my hand and be with me
And be my friend as u promised...
Today I am lonely without you
I can’t help without wondering what happened...

I am without any expectations….
Not a single hope to have you back
Remember my friend... I treasure you more than you can imagine…
I want life's best to come in your way…

Take good care of you my friend!!!
You mean so much to me….!

HAPPY WESAK!

2007-05-01T01:43:00.001+05:30

Keep your heart free from hate;

your mind from worry; Live simply;

expect little; give much;

Fill your life with love;

forget self; think of others.

Help me! I am confused....

2007-04-26T22:15:00.000+05:30

I am so confused sorry my friends... I promised I will not make my blog a diary and make it an useful one...

But today I'm so confused.... I can't understand this world... people... why people are like this? why cant people be truthful to each other? why one person has two characters? I mean, why people act different to what they tell?
This world is so strange... I feel I am lost in it.... Can some one tell me why? please... please I am so disappointed... what is this race? why people don't think others are also humans? I don't know my friends... can't we be humans instead of machines? what has happened my friends... I am in confusion.... if you can tell me... please help me... I am looking for an answer...

Convenience or Endurance?

2007-04-20T00:22:00.000+05:30

Why migrating geese and other birds use V-formation?
You too must have seen when geese are migrating they use V formation, but have you ever given a thought why geese use the V-formation? Although the sight must have made you passionate, I am sure that it has not made most of you think why they fly like that. Scientists have discovered the answer my friends… And it has some powerful implications for all of us!
Scientists have discovered that as each bird flaps its wings, it creates uplift for the bird immediately following. By flying in a V-formation, the whole flock adds at least 71% greater flying range than if each bird flew it own it says. The one in the point will have to face the maximum resistance. The lead geese will take this place. For the sake of his team members the leader faces the hardships.
The lead rotates back in the wing when he gets tiered, and another goose flies point. It pays turns doing hard jobs. It teaches us that “Don’t let people keep doing a repetitive job until they are either too tiered to quality work or bored. Change the tasks vary the assignments. Move form one factor to another .It will increase productivity”.
Each time a goose falls out of formation it rapidly feels a drag and resistance as it no longer benefits from the lifting power of the bird immediately in front. This shows how every member’s effort is important in a team. Every time you experience the excitement of knowing that “Everyone did their best” you realizes the importance of this lesson.
These geese hoot from behind to encourage those up front to keep up their speed. An encouraging word goes a long way. Encouragement is more than cheerleading. Ultimately, it comes down to the hard cold question: “Do I really want to succeed?” If I do, I will have to show not only the ways I speak about you and do things for you even when nobody knows but me.
When a goose gets sick, or is wounded and falls out, two geese fall out of formation and follow him down to help him and protect him. They will stay with him until he is either able to fly or dies, then they launch out on their own or with another formation to catch up with the group. This is an influential lesson for us. Loyalty helps individuals and strengthens the group. “I” is the most impotent word and “We” is the most powerful word in English language. “I realize I need you I believe our accomplishment potential is now doubled or tripled or 100 times greater, depending upon the total number of our team. You can count on me just as I count on you. Together there are no limits for us.” that is the power of teamwork!
Humans, like geese, can work together and support one another. When we encourage each other and support our leaders we can accomplish amazing things; much more than trying to work alone.
So next time u see geese migrating there is not so trivial question to ask yourself; teamwork: convenience or endurance?

This is based on the written material and the knowledge I gained from a seminar on teamwork. I hope this is an excellent lesson the nature has taught us…

Hold the hand of the person whom you love

2007-03-29T10:59:00.000+05:30

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."

The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand."

"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl.

"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold urs...

Flaws Within Us..

2007-03-23T08:55:00.000+05:30

Thanks PravsJ....

Discover the beauty of shades of gray....

2007-03-14T00:27:00.000+05:30

“Your friend who went to the same tuition just like you and went to the same school has scored 3 ‘A’s but you… you have scored low…. You are a failure…. I am ashamed of you!!!” This is an often heard conversation in our day today life….In today’s society its like people are in a race… in this race it’s more often seen people compare one person to other, one thing to another thing…. They only see in extremes; according to the way they think everything is black or white noting in between…. This style of thinking is considered as Black and white thinking! Black and white thinking is one of the horrible ways of thinking which aggravate major troubles in a person's life!

Black and White thinking......... What is it my friends?

"Always" and "never" polar opposite words, tend to characterize the vocabulary of black and white thinkers. If things aren't "perfect," then they must be "horrible." If it isn't "brilliant" then it must be "stupid." If a person is not "fascinating" then must be "boring." This is a miserable way of thinking. Black and white Thinking is dependent upon such words as always and never..... In real-life, situations are almost always shades of gray, not black or white.

Life is not totally fantastic or totally catastrophic; it has both good and bad... Some people think in absolutes. When people tend to see only one extreme or the other; we call it Black and White thinking, All-or-Nothing Thinking, Dichotomous or Polarized...According to this thinking people see either good or bad; there is nothing in between, no shades of gray, and no middle ground... To see the world in black and white is to live within the contours of extremism. This outlook neatly divides the world into right versus wrong, good versus evil, and yes versus no.

Black and white thinking makes Fight or Flight Response in humans. Falling victim to black and white thinking tends to exacerbate depression, marital conflict, anxiety, and a host of other everyday problems. This is because this thinking pattern is part of the most primitive of human responses. For the reason that all or nothing thinking is emotionally arousing, it causes over-dreaming and maintains depression.

Though it is still needed in the world today.........

When people judge them, others or the situation based on extremes, without seeing in between it lead them to get negative feelings very easily. It may be frustration, anger or anxiety because they are in confusion of categorizing others to good or bad.

When small children are learning to use words and organize their thoughts, it is normal and expected for them to see and express their world in very black and white terms. When a young child feels they are not loved, they feel they must be hated. When a child feels his or her parents don't pay enough attention to them, that child will say, "You never pay attention to me." It is primitive thinking.

Regrettably, under the pressure, today even adults often regress to primitive thinking. Adults are most prone to regressing to primitive thinking when they are having a hard time and feel overwhelmed by their own emotions. This leads to conceal their mature functioning and thinking to immature ways of functioning and thinking. For that one moment, when the adult starts relying on the words "always" or "never," and seeing the world in black and white terms, they are slipping back to the way they saw the world as a child.

That is how Black and white thinking is one of the cognitive distortions that create many problems for people. Simply if a person think things as black and white even after they are grown they lead to numerous troubles as mentioned above.

So black and white thinking has two distinct sides again good and bad.....

In times of crisis, the black and white world view is looked upon as strength and courage to the casual observer. When we are in an urgent situation we should have the power to think on foot. There is no time for 'maybe this', or 'maybe that’. We must make a snap decision and act on it. Either decision will create an emotional reaction to allow us to fight or flee to the maximum of our ability. That’s why I said above “Though black and white thinking is still needed in the world today...”

For a healthy emotional life, it's not more extreme happiness we need, but balanced emotions learning not to always think in 'all or nothing' terms but to see shades of gray is immensely helpful in tackling this situation. It greatly reduces, or stops the emotionally-arousing thoughts that are necessary to maintain the depressed state. People should see that things are not always black or not always white there is gray in between...

So my dear friends make you and people around you, the people you love discover the beauty of shades of gray. Things are not always black or white; See the gray in between…

Note:” There is no black and white thinking.. You are mistaken with black box white box testing.. “That’s how the talk began and finally my friend asked me to write about it if it exists... So here I am sorry for the delay Dhanu....

Things Are Not Always Black or White....

2007-03-13T13:59:00.000+05:30

This is a mail i got and thought to share it with all..

"When I was in elementary school, I got into a major argument with a boy in my class. I have forgotten what the argument was about, but I have never forgotten the lesson learned that day. I was convinced that I was right and he was wrong - and he was just as convinced that I was wrong and he was right.
The teacher decided to teach us a very important lesson. She brought us up to the front of the class and placed him on one side of her desk and me on the other. In the middle of her desk was a large, round object. I could clearly see that it was black. She asked the boy what color the object was. White, he answered. I couldn't believe he said the object was white, when it was obviously black!
Another argument started between my classmate and me, this time about the color of the object. The teacher told me to go stand where the boy was standing and told him to come stand where I had been. We changed places, and now she asked me what the color of the object was. I had to answer, White. It was an object with two differently colored sides, and from his viewpoint it was white. Only from my side was it black.

My teacher taught me a very important lesson learned that day You must stand in the other person's shoes and look at the situation through their eyes in order to truly understand their perspective."

Life is to live not to suffer!!

2007-03-11T22:28:00.000+05:30

People come and go from your life.
always keep the happy memories u had
cz they are the only things u will have at the end of the day!!
we dont know what comes tomorrow
but today we should live happily
tomorrow will be a success if today is too.
so make your today a success..
hang on with people you love,people you care..
but if they don't want you
don't be there..
just leave them...
no one is perfect...
if someone doesn't want you just leave them and go
cz life is there to live
not to suffer ..

live your life to the fullest!!

Success..

2007-02-25T03:31:00.000+05:30

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not,you don't.
If you like to win,but you think you can't
It's almost certain you won't

If you think you'll lose,you are lost.
For out of the world we find,
Success begins with a fellow's will
Its all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed you are,
You've got to think high to rise,
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can even win a prize.

Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man
But soon or late the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can!

59 years...

2007-02-03T09:20:00.000+05:30

One of my friends had seen distinct similarity in the content of this post with one of his posts and another friend of mine has approved it.. I regret about it.. may be because I wrote it I don't see it.
anyway I value comments and specially my friends!!
right now I am not in a position to do anything on this except removing the content.. I will do something when I am back to my normal life..
Till then the content of the 59 years... will be removed.
-DoT-

The man who wins....

2007-01-25T23:23:00.000+05:30

In life, all of us face hard times... in times we feel that we can't go anymore 'cause we had enough.. IS THAT THE WAY WE SHOULD THINK OR FEEL ? what do you think my friends?
Do we get all the things we wish? or are all the things we have in life are the things we wanted?just because what we got should we think that's the end of life?
"As we sail through life, don't avoid storms and rough waters just let it pass just sail always remember, calm seas never make skillful sailors.......!" (pravsworld.com)
We can be strong in mind or we can be weak, but what matters most is the effort we put to win our life. there can be so many dreams we want to come true, but first think: have you ever give it a try?and how many times have you failed?and were you able to win?just because we like something to happen, will it happen? can even God give it to us? a simple example from me, there is an apple in a tree and a hungry man who passes by see it, he goes under the tree but the branch is too high to reach, the man wish "oh I wish I get that apple!", but he does not put any effort to pick the apple. he is hungry there is an apple, so will his hunger be over now? NO... he has to try to pick the fruit and eat to get rid of his hunger.There are people, who have so many dreams, they wish they will get them come true one day,but do not try to make their dreams come true.So will that man ever get what he wanted?in life both hard and happy times will come we should face both!my favorite quote comes to my mind I hope it gives a lot than I can say..

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not,you don't.
If you like to win,but you think you can't
It's almost certain you won't

If you think you'll lose,you are lost.
For out of the world we find,
Success begins with a fellow's will
Its all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed you are,
You've got to think high to rise,
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can even win a prize.

Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man
But soon or late the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can!!

So should we give up that easily?
sorrows smiles all these are parts of our life we should face ups and downs equally.Should we get what life offers us?or should we try to get what we want in life?it's up to you to decide.but make sure you get the correct decision.nobody can decide your future it's up to you.Don't be late; time wont wait!So my friend act today! tomorrow can be late.NEVER GIVE UP!!!! THINK YOU CAN! 'cause Nothing is impossible!"If you want something you never had.
do something you have never done
Don't go the way life takes you.
Take the life the way you go.

And remember you are born to live and
not living because you are born"
- quote -

2007-01-25T22:53:00.000+05:30

so after ten days here I am back writing back to horizOon.... yea work work work so thats not the real reason i didn't put a post for this long i wanted horizOon to be a blog which gives important messages to the readers not just a blog which contains day to day stuff.. :)

so my friends horizOon... what it is here after and what it was hope you will tell me how you feel about it.

Miss those days...

2007-01-15T23:05:00.000+05:30

Few years back we were there!!
we were learning, chatting,playing,singing...
ohhhh... all the nutty things
yea... it was our paradise!!
the time !!
time has changed!!
today we are far away.. hardly we go there...
yea the place where we became who we are today
the place which has all the sweet memories of the past..
the days we were together
the days we dreamt of future in our memorable bench..
all are now past...
past is it?
yea there are new people there
still doing the same dreaming of future..

yea the time has changed
today there are new people
different people..
same place same warmth...
how much I miss those days...
can words tell them?
life
it changes all the time
today we are here, tomorrow it will be past..
past present and future
yesterday today and tomorrow
people change but memories will remain!!
people,places will come and go
we have to move somehow
past will never come back future is waiting..
so we have to live in present
but past will remain... never forgotten !

May this be a tribute to my Alma mater, who is celebrating 57 th anniversary of her life!

uhhhh

2007-01-14T23:13:00.000+05:30

In our life what do we do,eating, learning ,sleeping... etc. etc. is that all ?
uhhhhh
i got this question! I asked myself why? still didn't get an answer.
today a gloomy day. so much happened and nothing happened!
Brrrr have to think a lot.have a lot to sort out.. but nothing clear actually i am looking for answers so today better to stop now a lot to think.think think think.... again think....

Try !!!! A long way to go....

2007-01-13T23:10:00.000+05:30

as i promised yesterday here I am.. yea writing about my ideas about the article I read....
at first I put a comment on the post and yea the writer has appreciated it.I wish that the writer will read my post on the post too.this is on Profession, Future and Country - A Thought
"a reply to the article" i think i am correct if i say like that!
reading the post again and again tells me one thing,almost all the young people have questions on their minds but do they try to answer them.
NO for something or other they do not.. so all the questions are remained unattained,so will there be an end to all those questions??
another question..
so i think i will just leave my point of view. yea most of you will have objections but i will just write down my idea so we can look in to this on different angles.as I see the main thing wrong with us is we wait till someone do first(including me :)),I mean for all the problems.why? where is the initiative power?
we are lacking it.no that should not be the way if there is a problem we should think what we should do to solve it,yea it wont be easy to be solved by ourselves but we can try isn't it? the problems that had been asked by the writer are... well it covers a vast area. so I wont ask to solve them by the writer himself and i do appreciate his power of thinking and thankful for writing on his thoughts.and I would like to say if all of us want to make a better place to live what we should do is to work on it not just questioning the world.(this does not mean I don't appreciate your post, i do but this is for all the other people who still don't think)yea we can start by ourselves .I mean first "I " then "We "and I am sure there will be a lot to join.as it is said instead of blaming for the darkness what we should do is light at least a single lamp! so why wait?lets get together to make this world a better place.

there is a lot to write on this but again I have to stop now 'cause of the problem i have with time and this is not the full reply i wanted to write but i have to end now so until I am back to be contd...

The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,The answer is blowin' in the wind.

2007-01-12T22:45:00.001+05:30

Today I happened to read a blog of one of my friends' friend.Reading the only post on it made me surprise.. the writer had written an article which was full of patriotic feelings.It was true feeling of a young man of Sri Lanka.The post made me think a lot... And the following piece of poetry by Bob Dylan hit my mind through out the post...
I think I have to write about the above mentioned post,but today I will just leave Bob Dylan's words "The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,The answer is blowin' in the wind."

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
Yes, 'n' how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, 'n' how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesn't see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

& last but not least i will say A lot to be done only a little done...

is it true????

2007-01-11T20:11:00.000+05:30

Do you know the relationship between two eyes..?

They blink together,
They move together,
They cry together,
They see things together and
They sleep together

But they never see each other.. That's what true friendship is!!

But when a beautiful girl comes in front, one eye blinks and the other remains open.....

Moral of the story : Girls can break even the best of friendships !! careful!!

this is a mail i got, nicely worded. i think both girls and boys will have to comment on it.so i wont do it :)

Medicine; Does it really work?

2007-01-10T18:56:00.000+05:30

have you ever thought what a small tablet can do to our body?
when we are ill we go to a physician and get medicine..he or she will write some names of some tablets and capsules on a sheet of paper.happily we pay and get them and drink them.yea nowadays that's what most of us do.in this race we hardly have time for ourselves even when we are ill. so we just take some medicine and think it's over.but today after suffering a drug allergy i think i see this in a different way..
yea we get illnesses but inside us there is an immunization system in our body so when an illness comes we should let the system to fight with it and make its own reaction.but what do we do? we quickly take a pain killer or some other medicine.. so we don't get the use of immunization system which the nature has gifted us.and then sometimes the medicine we had react against us and we get allergies. then we have to take more medicine to cure it.
so i think its better if we don't get medicine as fast as we are ill we should wait a little and see.

yea this is an idea i got after suffering four days 'cause of a drug allergy,may be I'm wrong (actually i hardly know about medicine other the names of the medicine i have had I'm not good at medical terms so i beg your pardon if I'm wrong)so its up to you to correct me if I'm wrong .you are always welcome to comment on my posts.

after a long time...

2007-01-09T16:00:00.000+05:30

dug.. dug...
finally!!!
after a big silence the raindrops are singing out there..
ohh... what a pleasure to see the trees dancing,flowers singing! the whole nature is enjoying.

few steps back to past...

2007-01-08T18:21:00.000+05:30

when you are alone.. when you have been asked to do nothing but rest on bed what can you do...?
yea someone can ask you to be on bed and make sure that you don't read, go to the computer or do anything like that!but can anyone stop u thinking.....?
no only you can do it but not that easy for you too,and when you are tiered of sleeping what can you do except thinking..????yea the environment is so calm, the birds are singing sun is rising a pleasant day but you cant go out... yea but your mind can roam...
the past is gone its so easy to tell but its really hard to forget it.. yea without even knowing i went to my past life which is obviously not a bed of roses but when it's reminded now it's so sweet the days in that one and only school,the work done in QC Circle ,the tour which gifted me a lot of troubles + good A/L results... and the sweet memories of the best prefects batch ever ;-) the cool days at labs ,the sports meets ohhh what a lot... those are the days !!!
but those days what did i think? i regretted always i asked why this happens to me?
but now i know once sorrow can be once happiness!!(yea its because i thought good thing as bad things 'cause of others comments and regretted)
and if i didn't go through all the hard times; at school if i didn't get all that experiences i had;(those things as i saw as bad experiences at that time) without them i will never be who i am today!

never regret for what you have done as far as you know it is correct,today you will see its terrible but tomorrow it will make you happy if you do the correct thing.
so do what you think is correct people will blame you and they will never make you feel good about what you did(and don't repent if it's correct,as i did in past)
always think and do what is good for all and never do anything which will hurt anyone and again people will hurt you but sympathies them they need it... and only your self consciousness matters so do things which will never make u feel sorry when you turn back and see your past!

health & wealth

2007-01-07T13:47:00.000+05:30

"AROGYA PARAMA LABHA
SANTHUTTING PARAMAN DANANG"

- LORD BUDDHA -

Think before you leap....

2007-01-04T22:05:00.000+05:30

think before you leap the quote comes to my mind... do you know why? cz i forgot it, and here i am suffering from a cough and a cold also sneezing like nothing....
so think before you leap... :)

Think....

2007-01-04T14:11:00.000+05:30

(so...
here we go... this is on few experiences i had at Leisure World yesterday and the way i see about them. The picture was captured by me few minutes before we paddle the boat under the bridge of the park..)

The sun is going down among trees and the full moon is rising, it was a nice time for a boat ride, the chilly air and the silent environment made it a perfect evening!

As the crowds were heading back home the park was getting isolated…

Only one event was left for us, it was the boat rides,which all of us didn’t want to miss, and again who will miss it in a nice evening like that?
So we headed that way…
The sound of the water was disturbed by a cry of a baby; finally we reached the edge of the water, to the place where we get in to boats.People are still moving across the bridge it was such a nice time. We were waiting a boat to come.

The sight of few empty plastic water bottles floating on the water made me feel so upset, why don’t our people think about our nature? Yea it is a private park and people will clean it; still it shouldn’t be the way, there were dust bins everywhere so why can’t they put their dump in to a bin?

Its so sad situation we have such a nice country but we as Sri Lankan people don’t try to protect the beauty of it. Once I was near the crescent swing a person came with an empty cup of soft drinks and for the surprise of all the people around that person dumped the cup in to a covered box which was there to cover a tree. The good part is the garbage can was not 2 meters away!!

This is only two incidents but how many of these things happen during a single second through out country??
If we do not think about the nature who will? What will be left for our future generation?

Having all the questions in mind got in to the boat … peddling through the silent water made it an unforgettable evening.

But still I have a lot of problems within me….

Why can’t all of us think about our mother nature? Why cant people understand the value of the nature? Why people pollute the environment they live? Why… why… the list of questions has no ending…

So finally I would like to say this is our nature we should not wait till anyone else does it. We should start it individually; if we think that “I should protect our mother nature” I think we can do a better job. So my friends lets join hands to protect our nature!!!!

another poya day...

2007-01-03T22:58:00.000+05:30

another poya day...
as usual went out
hmm it was a pleasant day an ideal day for going out
but how can i miss the sleep... yea was waiting to catch it
thanx to me we began our journey late
our destiny Leisure World
it was noon when we reached
oops the huge queue it made us have second thoughts about going inside.
how ever we made it!!
It was a day full of fun
Exciting….
A lot to write about it
But it’s time to have a sleep now :)

it's time to brake the silence.....

2007-01-02T23:41:00.000+05:30

it is nonsense to do a blog, that was my first impression about blogging!!
it sounded as if it is like that.... (Still wonder why?)
but later i understood it's the best way to open up me to the world so i started blogging.
as the rays of the sun came up in the new year i started it :)
fresh thoughts fresh ideas fresh energy..... list will go on
all depends on how we think about it.....
so a beginning of a new year & a first step to let the thoughts out...

but still it is not what i expected.....
my busy life has Override my creativity
so its time to open up
yea the silence should be broken...
its time to let my thoughts out!
yea its a long time i wrote something
ehh... when did i last wrote something....
yea it's the last few minutes of the 2nd day of new year but my blog it's still not what i wanted it to be :(
hmmm.... tomorrow its poya day the first holiday of the year 2007
even before people start work they get holiday :)
everybody has called an early night
but me after a week with less sleep trying to wake the hidden mmmm ......actually the forgotten side of me
life has been a bit too hard on me past few days
it tried to make me what i am not
it has been a hard time but i still survive :)
as my friend reminded "A happy life consists not in the absence, but in the mastery of hardships.!!"
soooo here i am still going.... what is done is nothing compared to what is left to be done!!

Yea... it's time to brake the silence.....

Happy New Year 2007

2007-01-02T12:13:00.000+05:30

another year came.....
now it is 2007
years come and go ...
what is most important is how we behave
so hope this year will be a happy one
where everyone
work with
a relaxed mind
a peaceful soul
a joyful spirit
a healthy body
and a loving heart
so the year just began would be a nice one

may peace prevail on earth!! may all be happy!!

FRIENDS ARE THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN LIFE’S GARDEN

2007-01-01T23:35:00.000+05:30

Life is a garden
Good friends are the flowers
And time spent together
Life’s happiest hours;
And friendship like flowers,
Blooms ever more fair
When carefully tended
By dear friends who care;
And life’s lovely garden
Would be sweeter by far
If all who passed through it
Were nice as you are...

Yea my pals I am lucky to have you guys as my pals
This is especially for you guys…. Champ, Nevi, Hiru,Isuru and Lala and dj
You guys are great!!!
Thanx pals don’t have words to thank you
Ur work is always appreciated
Love ya guys loadz….

horizOon

2007-01-01T17:15:00.000+05:30

finally i did it !!!!
yea horizOon... :)
yea it is late but.... it is better than never...
and here we go....my blog started !!!
so lets see
horizOon......