why did you have to leave?

When I was a kid I asked you,
Where does people go when they die...?
You showed the stars in the sky and said,
When people die they become one of stars...

Today I miss you more than ever and I want you next to me....
I know I cant have you nor can get the hug I want
Nor can I talk to you
But I miss You.... !!

Yeah.... I am not a kid to believe what you said then
But I looked up in the sky to find you...
There are millions of stars
And i cant figure out which one is you...

So I shouted to the cold air
"I Love you and I miss you so much n I want to hug you...
why did you have to leave me?
WHY??? "

....Wonder....

I wonder,wonder why I love you this so much

I still cant find how I fell for you

I just cant let go of you... Cant let go...

Even when I know you have gone....

I wonder why I cant face the reality

The reality that you have gone forever...

That you never will be mine...

But I love you so very much that I cant get over you

You used to make me smile,

Made me the happiest on Earth!

When I was down you hugged me and said

Tell me what's up honey... Tell me.....

But today... Today......

You have made me the saddest on Earth!

Yes baby I am crying- Crying over you

But you... You are gone forever

You broke me in to pieces

pieces which I cant put in together... Yes not in this life!!

And I wonder.. Wonder whether I will ever get over you!!

SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!

I know I should not be asking
but I am asking
why is it always like this?
why me? and why always tears?

No one will ever want to answer
because, like it or not
almost all going through the same
tear is what they all have for them

the feeling inside is hard to explain
cant understand what to say
there is no end to this suffering
and feel like there is no more hope

yet I am trying, when there is no hope
and faith is also fading
still I am trying....
I am trying to smile through the tears!!!

yeah I am smiling... yet I am crying
and inside I am dying...!!!!
YET I AM SMILING..
SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!!!!

I am Sorry.... (More than words can say)

"I am Sorry"
Wonder whether that small phase will ever
Describe what I really mean
what I say and how I feel

I am sorry for the troubles I give
I am sorry for the mistakes I made
I am sorry for the worries I brought
I am sorry for making you sad

Its so strange how one get hurt
When you try to not to hurt another one
I just cant figure out what went wrong....
I did not mean to make any one hurt

I do not know what I really should do
But I want to tell I did not mean it at all
I really did not think I will hurt
I just did not want to make you fall

I am sorry,I am sorry,I am sorry
I am sorry,I am sorry,I am sorry
I am sorry,I am sorry,I am sorry
I really am sorry, sorry, sorry and I am sorry

It was a mistake, a mistake I did not even think of
You have taken it so bad
And you are hurting me...
Hurting me...more than you could imagine....

Your eyes are red and you look blue
And I know you are hurt
I wish I could take it back
I took you for granted

I really did not mean to hurt
I love you so much
More than words can say
Thank you for everything

And please forgive me
Forgive me for my ungratefulness....

Missing someone....

when some one is not there anymore
or gone far away;
we miss them so much,
that we wish they are with us...
but sometimes you miss someone,
who is right in front of you....

missing someone is such
sometimes you miss them so badly
still they will never know!

Please forgive me I know not what I do...

I wish I get a chance
To tell the pain I feel
I wish I could be there
To feel your heart beat

Iits just a crazy dream
Which will never come true
I know that is the truth,
Which I do not want to believe....

I murmur the words of a song
I guess it says it all...

"Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me I need you like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you"

-Chanks-

It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not!

You loved me

Loved me for who I am

And wanted me to be yours…

I was afraid

To love you back

cz I might lose you

For you are my everything

And if I lose you

I had nothing left

But I was helpless

For you are the best thing happened to me

And you were my angel

I loved you for who you are

From bottom of my heart

Loved you more than my life

But...

You said I am crazy!!!

I am mistaken!!! Misunderstood!!!

You always believed

And made me believe

“It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not"

Tell me baby tell me…….

Tell me why did you deny the truth?

Tell me why do you hate me for who I am not?

I love you and you....?
I lost my everything for loving you back
I do not regret cz I love you

What is left? just a heartache
but still...still I love you
I love you cz I love you

It sounds desperate is not it? but sometimes love is such... not all are lucky to have the one they love :) well thats the harsh truth... we have to face it... like it or not... :)