Showing posts with label confusion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confusion. Show all posts

Monday, June 27, 2011

SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!

I know I should not be asking
but I am asking
why is it always like this?
why me? and why always tears?

No one will ever want to answer
because, like it or not
almost all going through the same
tear is what they all have for them

the feeling inside is hard to explain
cant understand what to say
there is no end to this suffering
and feel like there is no more hope

yet I am trying, when there is no hope
and faith is also fading
still I am trying....
I am trying to smile through the tears!!!

yeah I am smiling... yet I am crying
and inside I am dying...!!!!
YET I AM SMILING..
SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 13, 2008

FRIDAY THE 13TH !!!


I happened to read a comment in a newspaper about school reopening in Sri Lanka today…
"What a bad day to re-open schools!! ITS FRIDAY THE 13TH !!!"
The comment made me realize date today.And this made my inquisitive mind want to find out why some one put a comment like that as well. Can it be a bad day because it is Friday? Can it be bad because it is 13th?

But with work I totally forgot it and all of a sudden in the evening I happened to see an advertisement, in Yahoo home page about comments and ideas of Friday 13th and reminded me it again.But I did not have time at work to read on it.Finally when I was home I searched on it, to not to find any logical reason to call it bad.

Anyone can believe what they accept as true, but there should be a logic right? Just because some worst things happened in past on particular date can we call it will always be bad date?
I think good or bad depends on what we do not on the date or the day. Is not it? Even the worst day can be turned in to a good day if we work to make it a good day... but if we persist telling it a bad day and waste the whole, its almost certain it will be bad!!
It is all state of mind! We really do not know what happens at the next moment, so why predict? The past is gone and we can’t change it! And tomorrow is uncertain, so instead of getting the best use of present, why are we predicting?

(And now there is only few minutes
left of the FRIDAY THE 13TH,It is almost the end of the day but still I did not heard anything to say it is a bad day... )

Thursday, July 12, 2007

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How strange the way people are changing?
Once a friend once an enemy! I never believed that words could be true. Can a person hate a person whom you cared and loved sincerely? I don’t believe one can. But how can I not agree with what I see? How can I say that’s not hate I see on those eyes, on those disgraceful looks? Yes I should agree there are some but not all who can hate people whom they called friends, called “you are no my friend but sister/brother”! (Should I believe what I see and think that once friends can be once an enemy or should I think there has not been friendship that’s why there is hate in what I see? I prefer latter ‘cz I still am not ready to think what I see is the truth!)
It’s so peculiar how people make you a stranger, allege you for things you never intended to do. How people change their words so fast is mind-boggling. It’s so creepy how people who were so close to you become strangers in a second.
A person who swears you will be his/her friend forever, accuse you for ruining his/her life without a reason, tell you weird things at once and go out of your life forever…. Can that ever happen? Yea how can I disagree with what I experienced in that case too ?
I know it is true but it seems still I am not ready to accept it as true! People who seem to be so caring, so sensitive!
Can they act like brutes? Are my eyes deceiving me or is this world deceiving all of us?
“Brutes” yea I thought that is one of the harshest words I would use to describe people, but when people act like brutes what could you do except calling its brutal?
Once I asked whom we should trust and whom we should not trust, “trust no one” a person whom I adore a lot answered. I was in confusion. Can you live like that….?
When the people whom you adore whom you love whom you trust changes so fast how can you trust anyone? Its amazing how some people in no way trust anyone while some people always trust even they always get deceived by others.How easily some shatter your trust? How easily people accuse you for things you don’t even think of doing. The person who wants to see good to be happened always end up in desolation!some always look only the dark side of a thing.why people forget that there is a bright part too?
How incredible some people utter weird words to break a heart, a heart that is like a glass, which can never make as it was when broken?
How shocking it is to find a person breaks your trust and it is been proved before your eyes when you swear that person will never break your trust? How dreadful to hear a person tell another person the things you said because you were confident of that person will never tell anyone?
How can a person be so deceitful?how can people break their promises so easily? How can a person make you believe they can be trusted when they are really not? And to find that person has cheated you!! Can there be another pain like that?
why.... why people cant keep their word?

Sunday, May 13, 2007

A compromise or a confrontation?


“My dear…. I did not see you for the whole day… when did you come darling?”
“Hey mum... Now you can’t meet me that easily! Now I am a big officer in a big company… you have to knock before you come in to my room and…”
This is a part of a conversation I happened to hear between a mother and a well-educated son.Without even knowing my eyes were wet (but knowing the son I am sure this was a joke. but there are things like this which happen in reality, not only for jokes. so thought of jotting down the above conversation as well.).
I m curious!!!!“What has happened to the society today?”
I can’t believe this my friends! Can anyone tell me why??
Is this what a mother who faces agony to give birth to a child and spend her whole life to see her child grow up and well established in society gets in return…? Every year’s second Sunday in May allocated for her; Is that all what she gets? what she deserves?

With her compassion a mother will not say a single word to hurt her child, but children! Why children do like this to their parents? This is a society, which enriched a culture, which was adored by the entire world. What happened to the culture we had? The culture where adults were considered superior; where the society valued good qualities to money? Have people gone to the Stone Age again? What has happened to the morals? Has they faded away with the development in the economy?
These questions have been bothering me for a long time but after hearing a story few days back I thought of asking you through horizOon. However Until today I didn’t get the opportunity. As it is world’s mother’s day I guess there is no other better day to write on this…
I thought of sharing that touching story in addition.I am really sorry to hear this story even and I am sure you too will feel it.
A mother of about eighty year has been abandoned in a government quarters by her educated son and daughter in law. The couple that built a new house has moved out to their new home leaving the mother alone in the public place. The son has asked the mother to find shelter before the government takes the premises back. The mother who has no aid after left over by her only son is in the government quarters till someone else occupies it. She leads her life in misery. The old lady does not have an income or any assistance. A neighbor who went with some food to her one day, has found the mother eating a scrap of bread which was about two days old with a piece of salt with great difficulty.
Can you imagine my friends a mother who expended her whole life to see her child grow up and be a government officer is living like this? A mother who turns her red blood in to milk to feed her child; what did she got in return? “A scrap of bread with fungus on it with salt” is that what she deserves????
They have assigned
a day for mothers…. Do we need a day for mothers my dear friends??? If mother loved you and treated you equally on everyday of her life why do we have a date named for her??? Will a bouquet of flower; a card will repay what she gave her child? Can we just wipe our hands thinking we celebrated mother’s day and that is all we have to do for our mother? Will it pay our debts for our mum?
I guess it is time for you to think… are we going to think of our beloved mother only on that so-called mothers day?? What is the meaning of celebrating a day for her name if the children do not treat their mothers well?
This is pathetic my friends! This is a society, which treasured morals more than anything, but today? It seems people have forgotten their values! Above is not the first story and if we don’t act fast it will not be the last either! People are in a race.
Money and fame… is that all matters? Please my friends don’t let them blind fall and forget their values! Don’t let them forget they are humans! Come my friends its time to open your eyes before it is too late. Don’t let money seize our values!!!

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Help me! I am confused....


I am so confused sorry my friends... I promised I will not make my blog a diary and make it an useful one...

But today I'm so confused.... I can't understand this world... people... why people are like this? why cant people be truthful to each other? why one person has two characters? I mean, why people act different to what they tell?

This world is so strange... I feel I am lost in it.... Can some one tell me why? please... please I am so disappointed... what is this race? why people don't think others are also humans? I don't know my friends... can't we be humans instead of machines? what has happened my friends... I am in confusion.... if you can tell me... please help me... I am looking for an answer...