SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!

I know I should not be asking
but I am asking
why is it always like this?
why me? and why always tears?

No one will ever want to answer
because, like it or not
almost all going through the same
tear is what they all have for them

the feeling inside is hard to explain
cant understand what to say
there is no end to this suffering
and feel like there is no more hope

yet I am trying, when there is no hope
and faith is also fading
still I am trying....
I am trying to smile through the tears!!!

yeah I am smiling... yet I am crying
and inside I am dying...!!!!
YET I AM SMILING..
SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!!!!

It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not!

You loved me

Loved me for who I am

And wanted me to be yours…

I was afraid

To love you back

cz I might lose you

For you are my everything

And if I lose you

I had nothing left

But I was helpless

For you are the best thing happened to me

And you were my angel

I loved you for who you are

From bottom of my heart

Loved you more than my life

But...

You said I am crazy!!!

I am mistaken!!! Misunderstood!!!

You always believed

And made me believe

“It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what you're not"

Tell me baby tell me…….

Tell me why did you deny the truth?

Tell me why do you hate me for who I am not?

I love you and you....?
I lost my everything for loving you back
I do not regret cz I love you

What is left? just a heartache
but still...still I love you
I love you cz I love you

It sounds desperate is not it? but sometimes love is such... not all are lucky to have the one they love :) well thats the harsh truth... we have to face it... like it or not... :)

Give your best to every moment!

No one is perfect... it says!
So how can there be anything perfect?? “People… can they be so rude?” Once I thought... if no one is perfect why not?Yea every one has their own life. Sometimes good sometimes bad will come to the life... one should go ahead with what they have got.
May be ups may be downs…good or bad!
What ever comes make the best use of it! If we wait for the perfect moment we will lose what we have, so why wait for something which we are not sure whether will come or not??
Grab this moment and make the best use of it. Give your best to every moment.Waiting for an unseen tomorrow is not the best thing…
Life is not perfect. It won’t offer you the perfect things or the things you dream about either. so live your life the way u can live to make it perfect! So you can have a wonderful life!

Accept good and bad both!!

one of my friends had written an article on his blog and wanted me to comment on it today!! he asked me to put my idea... reading it and comments on it i understood he asks me to comment against one of my other friend... so i was helpless!! so i put my true feelings about his feelings on it and not to hurt both i made sure i quoted my friends request... unfortunately he didn't accept it..... i have put that comment below but without mentioning the names i have put stars for the names...
and later my friend accused me i am getting revenge from him!!! i cant believe and dont know to whom to tell... what ever it is i am living in a country where people have freedom of thought and which has a law for intellectual property !!!!!

i hope my friend will understand that a blog is a place where one can express their own ideas and to accept others comments depends on the personality of the author!! cz life dont always offer good for u... good or bad one should have the strength to accept... i am really sorry if u thought about me like that my friend!!!cz i ddnt want to get revenge cz i dont have any thing to get revenge on you ma friend and I have never take revenge from anyone who did so much bad on me because I know that What goes around comes around so i dont want to do anything if anyone does wrong he/she will get it later cz i have seen it happen and it will always happen like that!!!

following is my comment i put it here cz i would like to know if anyone out there can see there is any hatred or any word which makes u feel this is a comment which was written to get a revenge???
anyway its up to the owner of the blog to accept or not but one can express their ideas thats what i think.... so my dear i m not mad with u for not accepting cz its ur choice....

"Just do me a favor
please comment on this
write what u feel
Open source is like my life
It's NOT a bullshit
NEVER
I'm worried
hehe :)"
this was a plea i got....
and i had a look @ the post...
ok first i will tell the story is not about Open source or Microsoft!!the thing is its a matter of Intellectual Property stealing... so first i regret about it and i don't think an apology may solve all the things.
secondly i cant imagine y u guys are putting mud @ each other because i know both ***** and **** was ready to participate in this... so my darling brothers please stop fighting! this is a matter of theft and deceiving!! why dont you guys get together and put an effort to stop these things not happen again? cz like it or not Open source will remain and so will Microsoft!! but if u don't act today who will take care of the mis doings of the administration of key institutes and departments... dont be kids! act wisely u guys are responsible if this things happens in future!! cz its ur responsibility to act against INJUSTCE
cheers **** !!
Rock on *****!!
Do ur part... thats what i can say...

59 years.... (Its back)

We are proud to say we are celebrating the 59th Independence of our Country, Sri Lanka, the “Pearl of the Indian Ocean”: as it was called once; but can we be happy my friends? Are we celebrating the Independence we gained or should Western countries celebrate it for getting rid of us? What happened to the country which was self sufficient with rice? What has happened? Why tons of rice is being imported to us? Why are we still a developing country? A was cable to export crops that was in excess after consumption by its citizens? Why do farmers commit suicide today? because they can’t sell their crops? Why can’t a girl go alone on a road in this country these days where it was said a girl can go from Peduruthuduaw to Dewundarathuduwa with a gem in her hand? Why the news papers are full of articles about rape cases murders and so many corruptions? Why there is lot of murder cases, rape cases, and so many other cases queued up in Courts? What has happened to the society which adored each other? What happened to the so called “DHAMMA DEEPAYA”? Did someone come and change it or did we ourselves change it to what it is today? Why is there an ethnic conflict in this small island where so many different races lived in harmony? What has happened to the country which was full of heroes? What if those heroes come back and see the present situation where they struggled to gain Independence from foreign rulers? Will they be merry to see we are paying debts for the people whom they chased away from this precious country of their’s? Actually can we call we are children of mother Sri Lanka anymore with our heads up? Can we my dear friends? In the Constitution Sri Lanka is called “Free, Sovereign and Independent Republic of Sri Lanka” My dear friends, is this country an independent, free country? Are we working to make it a free severing and independent country or are we just let it be there only in the Constitution? Constitution is the supreme law of the country, if you go through it there are laws which will make this country a heaven if practiced well; but does it happen? From the top to the bottom it is corrupt: we all know it my dear friends, but why do we turn deaf ears and blind eyes on them? This is our country! if we are not acting to protect it today, future… can we even think of a future? Are we developing our country or are we stepping towards the Stone Age again? So my dear sisters and brothers do you think we are doing the correct thing? Are we going to act like deaf, blind and dumb on all the things happening in our country? And can we say we are not part of all the things happening? Can we just wipe our hands saying we didn’t do them so the people who did them are to be blamed? Why? Why can’t we act to stop people who are doing wrong? My dear friends don’t boast of our history, yes we have a proud history but just being proud of it and celebrating an independence which is only history is a joke. Our ancestors struggled a lot to gain this so called Independence, why don’t we take examples from them? And try to make this country a better place to live? Think what have you done to make Mother Lanka proud of you? Just recall, how many times have you disobeyed the laws? How many times did you put blind eyes on corruptions and aided and abetted them? THINK my dear brothers and sisters, before it is too late and act today because prevention is better than cure. And let’s not be a burden to our Lanka Matha but make her proud of us. She needs us my dear friends she is waiting for us. So why are we waiting? We are the ones who give them the power so when they are misusing it we have to stand again it’s our duty. So let’s act today and I am sure it will give us the opportunity to celebrate the Independence in the true sense of the word.

the above post was published by me last February, as mentioned in the following link i removed it. but as i removed it my friend (;-) i am not his friend anymore though i consider him as my friend..)has taken it for granted that i have copied from him. I am not a person who copy like that! if i do i will definitely mention it cz sometimes my posts are based on mails i get....
DoT is not a Loser just cz she value friends please don't misunderstand!
59-years