....Wonder....

I wonder,wonder why I love you this so much

I still cant find how I fell for you

I just cant let go of you... Cant let go...

Even when I know you have gone....

I wonder why I cant face the reality

The reality that you have gone forever...

That you never will be mine...

But I love you so very much that I cant get over you

You used to make me smile,

Made me the happiest on Earth!

When I was down you hugged me and said

Tell me what's up honey... Tell me.....

But today... Today......

You have made me the saddest on Earth!

Yes baby I am crying- Crying over you

But you... You are gone forever

You broke me in to pieces

pieces which I cant put in together... Yes not in this life!!

And I wonder.. Wonder whether I will ever get over you!!

SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!

I know I should not be asking
but I am asking
why is it always like this?
why me? and why always tears?

No one will ever want to answer
because, like it or not
almost all going through the same
tear is what they all have for them

the feeling inside is hard to explain
cant understand what to say
there is no end to this suffering
and feel like there is no more hope

yet I am trying, when there is no hope
and faith is also fading
still I am trying....
I am trying to smile through the tears!!!

yeah I am smiling... yet I am crying
and inside I am dying...!!!!
YET I AM SMILING..
SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS!!!!!!!!