Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Same yet different...!

Same place yet a different place

Same life yet different life

Same me yet a different me

Same people yet different relationships!


I sure am missing my life,

The life which was full of life

Even when things were tough

Where I had a vision


I am missing my friends

Who made me who I am today,

And did not let me down

Who showed me the way to success.


I miss you all my loving mates of SSU. thanks loads for being there for me!! Love you and miss you a lot...

Missing you so much...


So much near.... but far away
I love you more than you guess
Wish I can tell you how much I miss you
The giggles we shared... Small talks, small fights
All are like a dream
You seem to be forgotten that you have me

Can I change what we have?
Can I forget you all at once?
I wish I could
I wish the pain inside me is gone
But it’s right inside me
I love you more than you can guess
It has been like this from the beginning

But...
Day by day there is a distance
I don’t know what made you like this
Can you change like this?
I can’t believe this

It has been like this from the beginning
I love you more than you can guess
But you...
You have changed a lot
No small talks… no more giggles
You are far away....

I tried to bare it and hide it inside
But it’s too hard!!


(found this in one of my books... have written sometime back... thought should publish the original one though there are some places I feel not going in the flow :) )

Thursday, March 5, 2009

The sun is going down.....


The breeze of the sea takes me to past,

To a past which I had you beside me!

I wish I could hold you tight

As I used to do…


Everyone says you are gone,

And that I should face the truth.

I wish it was just as easy as it sounds !!!

To Face The truth; truth which makes me cry…!


I looked at the dusk

The sun is drowning in the sea

The image went blurred

I felt a tear going down my cheeks


Why…?


Why do I feel like a part of me is missing?

Why do I feel I don’t know how to smile anymore?

Why do I feel that there is no life in me?

Why do I feel I am not me anymore...?


Feeling of being lost and lonely,

Can there be any other hard thing to feel?

That is what I am feeling right now,but do you know ,

That a single smile of you could vanish that at once?


Did you ever think that you will hurt someone like this,

By walking away from them as you did?

Did you ever feel, how much you mean to a person,

A person who cries every night just because you are gone?


I still feel you besides me…

You are the one who made me breath

Who gave me strength to live

Who guided me to the light when I was down


You gave me life, you made me smile

All of a sudden you took them all back!

I wish I could tell you,

How much I miss you and how much you mean to me....


I wish I could tell you everything

Just like I did before

But you are not gonna listen to me

As you did before


The tear which was falling though my cheek,

Fall in to the beach and disappeared,

Disappeared just like you did from my life

I sighed out loud....


I stared at the horizon;the sun is going down….