I will... Forever

Ask the river
You will know how much tears I shed
Ask the wind
You will know how many times I sighed
Ask the skies
You will know how much I mourned

The golden light of sun
Shows me the eyes I love
And each shadow the light makes
Show me your smiling face
The breeze of the wind
Brings the smiles we shared

I know you are far,so far away
I know I shall never see you
But in the sunshine, and the sky
And in the breeze...
I will feel your love

Forever...

Same yet different...!

Same place yet a different place

Same life yet different life

Same me yet a different me

Same people yet different relationships!

I sure am missing my life,

The life which was full of life

Even when things were tough

Where I had a vision

I am missing my friends

Who made me who I am today,

And did not let me down

Who showed me the way to success.

I miss you all my loving mates of SSU. thanks loads for being there for me!! Love you and miss you a lot...

Missing you so much...

So much near.... but far away
I love you more than you guess
Wish I can tell you how much I miss you
The giggles we shared... Small talks, small fights
All are like a dream
You seem to be forgotten that you have me

Can I change what we have?
Can I forget you all at once?
I wish I could
I wish the pain inside me is gone
But it’s right inside me
I love you more than you can guess
It has been like this from the beginning

But...
Day by day there is a distance
I don’t know what made you like this
Can you change like this?
I can’t believe this

It has been like this from the beginning
I love you more than you can guess
But you...
You have changed a lot
No small talks… no more giggles
You are far away....

I tried to bare it and hide it inside
But it’s too hard!!


(found this in one of my books... have written sometime back... thought should publish the original one though there are some places I feel not going in the flow :) )

The sun is going down.....

The breeze of the sea takes me to past,

To a past which I had you beside me!

I wish I could hold you tight

As I used to do…

Everyone says you are gone,

And that I should face the truth.

I wish it was just as easy as it sounds !!!

To Face The truth; truth which makes me cry…!

I looked at the dusk

The sun is drowning in the sea

The image went blurred

I felt a tear going down my cheeks

Why…?

Why do I feel like a part of me is missing?

Why do I feel I don’t know how to smile anymore?

Why do I feel that there is no life in me?

Why do I feel I am not me anymore...?

Feeling of being lost and lonely,

Can there be any other hard thing to feel?

That is what I am feeling right now,but do you know ,

That a single smile of you could vanish that at once?

Did you ever think that you will hurt someone like this,

By walking away from them as you did?

Did you ever feel, how much you mean to a person,

A person who cries every night just because you are gone?

I still feel you besides me…

You are the one who made me breath

Who gave me strength to live

Who guided me to the light when I was down

You gave me life, you made me smile

All of a sudden you took them all back!

I wish I could tell you,

How much I miss you and how much you mean to me....

I wish I could tell you everything

Just like I did before

But you are not gonna listen to me

As you did before

The tear which was falling though my cheek,

Fall in to the beach and disappeared,

Disappeared just like you did from my life

I sighed out loud....

I stared at the horizon;the sun is going down….

Things could change

I thought life is unfair
But I had hope,
Hope for a better tomorrow
Which made me live.

Hard times came (yet they will come)
I thought its only for me
So I cried why me?
Now I know its not only for me!

I learned from hardships
I gained strength to face life
I found how things could change
I saw the path of life

Difficulties come and go
We have to let them go…
Keep repenting will never give a today
Nor will it give a tomorrow

There are some people
Who will judge you of what you were
Who think you are never changing
And will never trust you

One should know
That there are things
Which not going to last forever
And everything has two sides

In life we don’t know what comes next!
We have to take this moment as it is,
And Make the best out of it.
Nothing is perfect!

When we live this life
We have to gain the good from past
And make the best out of present
To make it a better future

Things could change
Until we believe in it
We will never see
What life is all about

Why did it .....?

You came and my life was complete.
It was like a dream coming true,
I only wanted to spend my life with you
Us being together, is best thing happened to me!

I had your arms around me
But when I open my eyes
You’re gone...

Why did it have to happen?
Why did it all have to end?

My love for you will always be real
Being without you hurts like a thousand knives
You may not see the tears,
Falling from my waiting eyes

How happy I was when you were around?
You always seem to know what's on my mind,
Your'e a one of a kind.
Never I stopped laughing when you were there

All I know is true,
I only wanted to be with you.
You are the one I love
And I love you so much

For you it was nothing to leave
But my whole world clattered
You were all that kept me alive
And the one who made my life complete

My love for you just isn't right,
All I want is to see you are happy.
I don't mean to cause you pain,
I pray that you get all you wish

Still cant believe what happened
how you came and left so fast
Please let me stay here, which is far from you
And live with the joy of having glimpse of you

Just like the snowflakes,
It’s so cold within me...
Among blistering tears
I wish you all the happiness my love...

No one but only You can do it!

Well it’s been sometime I wrote something in blog… can't say I did not have time.. I had and I tried many times to pull out my thoughts in to one place and write something, in which I was a failure: so always I logged off and went in another direction :D

However I thought I should write something today.

Life has been much confusing... (Umm... rather I was confused...) There were good times as well as hard times…
Exams, assignments, which was much difficult as I caught up with a flue… (it was much more tough when people around was making a fuss about being ill and missing exams thinking you are not ill but its just your imagination but in reality you really was ill!) yet when you believe in you and know how to accept what others say life is easy.
Life was full of ups and downs as usual; had some fun times, family outings, batch trip, office work, happy times with loved ones, misunderstandings, cheating, nightmares, heartaches,sharing,baring, smiles, tears… well the list will go on...
Life is always like that,it gives you good and bad both,what differentiates is how we accept the things at different occasions. With things such as age, situation, environment etc. we see life differently.
When we were kids we thought why our parents are always asking us to study, and when we grow up we understood why they did. But as a kid our mind was not matured enough to understand that. Just like that when we were in grade Five we thought the most difficult exam was scholarship examination and when we were doing Ordinary Level we used to think there can not be any exam which is more tough.And then when doing Advanced Level, things changed and we thought it is the most complex exam and this always changed when we finish the exam and move to the next step.
When we are stuck in something, at that point what we think is that what we are doing right now is the most difficult thing. It is not only about exams, when we are having a problem too we think in the same way. We think that no one ever can understand the problem we have and we think it is the hardest thing in the world, and we are the only people who have that problem. But later when we get over it we feel that it is not as difficult as we thought at that point.(but when we are experiencing, it is the most harsh thing in life!) What I think is when we are having a problem most of the times we tend to have an unclear mind and we always think that we know better than others about our problem so sometimes do not even consider what others tell by experience.Person to person and the way the same problem occurs may differ, but ultimately most problems has the same answer and the way we find the answer will make life easy or more problematic!
Well one thing we should understand is almost everything we experience, we are not the first one who go through them, and to face the situation we should act wise, because when you are in trouble you are not in a clear state of mind where you are not taking the correct decisions always…
It says not to take any decisions when you are Angry, and no to make any promises when you are Happy. So be careful next time when you are too sad, angry or when you are too happy!